Remember to Forget

Chapter 18

XAVIER

I spent the whole night next to Bella.

She was crying until the doctor finally gave her a sedative.

I couldn't understand why she didn't tell me sooner.

I was hurting her and oir bany but she just accepted it.

I wondered why she was acting all crazy, but I finally figured it out.

She must have found out after she went to England.

Thats whay she was trying so hard to get me back.

It was nearly 10 am when the doctor told me she would be able to go home today.

She just needed some bed rest and she'd be fine in a few days.

I don't like the idea of being away from home for so many days but this was my fault.

I suddenly felt a great loss.

I could have been a father...

My mind went back to Jia Xia.

Would she even accept me if she knew how ruthless I could be?

And would she even stay if she found out Bella and I had a child together.

I knew I couldn't be with Bella in the future because things would never be the same again.

I took Bella home.

As she laid in bed I cooked her favorite foods.

She had some and slept in my lap again.

Mrs Noona called me on Saturday morning.

"Hey Noona... Anything you need?"

I wanted to know about Jia Xia but I didn't dare to ask.

"All good here, but Xavier when will you be home, I can't tell you what's happening here its better you come and look for yourself."

I was surprised.

What did she mean?

"Noona... Just say it..."

"Jia Xia has been cooking all week, and she has been waiting all week... Were are you... Your going to miss this opportunity to get close to her..."

I smiled thinking at her in the kitchen.

I knew her mom was a great cook so she must be similar.

Suddenly Bella came in i was smiling but when I saw her my smile dropped.

I could see she was upset about my smile.

I told Noona I would call her back.

" I didn't think the loss of oir child would effect you so little Xavier, you must be so happy, finally you can be with that b***h who stole you from me... She is the main cause of all this... I hate her..."

I couldn't believe she actually blamed Jai xia.

I got up and took her in my arms.

" Sssshhb, I feel as sad as you, but Bella this is all my fault... And if I knew you know I would have tried to be a good father.... "

She pushed me away.

" What do you mean, you'd still stay with her... Even..."

I had to ne honest with her.

"Bella, our relationship is over, we will never be the same again... I am sorry.. But I guess if you still can't let go the best I can give you is friendship, but Bella, you can't interfere in my marriage... Please... I really want to be with Jai Xia, I'm sorry... Please... "

She got so upset and started throwing things around.

She was going mad...

I managed to get her in my arms and just held her.

I called the doctor and she once again came over to give Bella a sedative.

She advised me not to upset her as her body and mind is very overwhelmed by the miscarriage.

I knew even if I talked to her she wouldn't agree but I was going to keep asking until she accepted.

Sunday morning I was about to leave when she suddenly stopped me.

She didn't want me to leave but I had to go home.

It's been a week since I was home and I needed to clear things with Jia Xia.

I couldn't let her slip through my fingers.

Bella finally agreed to let me leave if I promised to talk to Jai Xia about us.

What was she trying to do.

Even though that was the last thing I wanted to do I actually agreed with her but made her promise she will keep her end of this deal.

She promised.

I wasn't sure her promise meant anything but I had no other choice.

I arrived home and saw Jia Xia about to have dinner.

She seemed excited to see me but I knew if I came close to her Bella's perfume would give me away, she would know exactly where i was the last couple of days.

I walked past her and went to shower and sleep.

I had to talk to her tomorrow.

We couldn't go on like this.

If she didn't agree I would be heart broken but I wont stop her to leave.

I mean no woman would want another woman, a specially his ex close to her husband...

But I had to try.

I had a debit to pay towards Bella.

And I wanted to keep my promise to Jia Xia.

I got up early and waited for Jai Xia.

She came down but wasn't comfortable with me.

"Sit"

She came and sat down.

I dishes out and than tried to explain my heart to her.

I could see she wasn't happy, or surprised or for that matter angry.

I kissed her for the first time as a husband would kiss his wife.

I gave her the time she would need to decide.

The rest of the day I couldn't concentrate on anything.

I became more and more worried that when I returned Jai Xia would be gone.

What will I do if she left.

I had to pay the price and it was a heavy charge.

As I drove home sam spoke to me.

"Sir if I may... Don't think to little of Mrs Lee, she is a very caring and compassionate woman, I am sure she will accept whatever comes..."

It don't know what he was speaking about but I had this idea he knew what was going on in my mind.

We stopped at home.

The house was bright.

There was lights on in the kitchen.

I didn't want to get to exited.

As I walked into the kitchen I saw Jai Xia.

She was wearing a beautiful sunset yellow dress, with thin straps over her bare shoulders, she wasn't wearing any makeup, her hair was pulled up in her signature pony tale.

Suddenly she came running towards me, she wrapped her arms around my waist so tight I could barely move.

When she finally spoke my heart was at ease.

I wrapped my arms around her shoulders.

She must be freezing in the dress, but when I looked at her eyes and than her lips I could think of a hundred ways to warm her up.

I was still thinking about ways to warm her up when suddenly I felt her lips on mine.

I was shocked but I couldn't help myself.

She tasted so good.

We kissed and soon we were on the sofa.

She was sitting on my lap.

I pulled open her hair, she looked so sexy.

Suddenly I felt the heat from her coar against my hardness.

I knew I had to stop.

I pulled away and told her we needed to stop because I wasn't able to hold on much longer.

When she said she wanted me to show her how much I loved her, and that she needs me now, I was a little hesitant and tried again to make her stop but she wasn't stopping.

I accepted.

I carried her up to my bed.

I laid her down.

I wanted to make sure she knew what was going to happen.

She sat up and took the lead.

She was naive but her soft touches made my whole body burn.

I kissed her softly and slowly took of her dress.

She was so beautiful.

I laid her down and started to get her ready for what was to come.

I slowly unhook her bra and than proceeded to kiss and suck her breasts.

My other hand I used to touch and teas her soft spot.

I slipped my fingers under her panties and she was moaning.

I than sat up and pulled of her panties.

I opened her legs and watched as she covered her face in embarrassment.

I wanted her to watch me she needs to stay focused on me.

I started working my tongue on her sweet spot, I watched her every move.

I knew she was close this was exactly the right time to take the final step.

I got up and took out my trouser.

I saw her eyes widen as she saw my size.

I knew I was big but she has never seen anyone before me so.

I got in between her legs and kissed her.

I told her again to focus on me and only me.

The distraction worked, I started slowly, taking my time every part of me wanted to just get into her but I knew I couldn't hurt her so when I was finally all in she relaxed as I laid on top of her, I knew I could stop holding back.

I kept kissing her and slowly started rocking my body in and out of her, she moaned and I wanted to hear her moan more so I went a bit faster and deeper.

This was the first time I actually enjoyed taking my time.

I wasn't having s*x with her I was making love to her.

She started coming undone, she let out a soft moan and I knew she had finished, so I moved with her hard and deep fast but exact watching her all along, finally I hit my climax.

I came inside her, at first I wanted to pull out but I remember she was my wife and this was right.

I laid ontop of her and exclaimed how wonderful that was.

It was worth the wait.

I got if her and was exhausted, i pulled her close to my naked body her warmth was amazing, I wasn't in the mood to do anything but sleep so that exactly what we did.

My WORLD was now complete.

I in my wife in my arms finally.

She was mine.

Now we were one.