Remember to Forget

Chapter 12

I had Sam bring all my documents from A City to Wallis so I could take care of Bella and still keep the company running smoothly at the same time.

I was busy looking over some new contracts when my phone rang.

I look at caller ID, it was my Father.

Well that took long enough.

I knew he must have seen the news.

O s**t, than my in laws most definitely saw it to.

I finally realized.

I answered immediately.

"Dad..."

"Xavier... God damit... You are such a fool... Your all over the news and why the hell haven't you been returning my calls... Do you know what a s**t storm is happening over here... Jia Xia has already returned home to her family and your still planning on staying in England with Bella... What the hell are you up!? "

My father was screaming at me the minute I answered.

What calls?

Why didn't Noona Call to tell me about Jia Xia?

What was going on.

" Dad calm down I will call you back... "

I disconnected the call and called Mrs Noona.

" Finally you called back... Jia Xia has gone... She was take by her parents... Xavier they know everything..."

She said.

"Noona, what do you mean, finally I called back, you never called me..."

She sighed.

"Xavier I called you so many times since the incident but Bella always answered and said your out or in the shower or whatever... Didn't she tell you..."

I cut the call and walked into the living room to go to Bella.

She was reading a book.

"Bella, what the hell!"

She looked up at me than smiled.

Her smile was devious.

She must have planned this from the start.

"What... I don't know what you're talking about..."

I got so angry I grabbed the book from her hands.

"Tell me you didn't plan everything from the start... The phone calls the media... Bella do you know what you have done!"

She got up and started crying.

"Xavier this was the only way to get you to come back to me... I love you so much... I... I had no choice.. Now you can divorce that girl and we can finally get married... Please... Xavier..."

I pushed her army off my waist.

I couldn't believe I had fallen into her trap yet again.

I looked at her.

Who was this woman.

I couldn't look at her.

I grabbed my bag and walked to the door.

She was laughing hysterically.

I trutned around to lookat her.

" Xavier no matter were you go... You belong to me. You will definitely return to me... Take your time my love... I will be here waiting and planning our marriage... Love you have a safe trip darling..."

She said and took her book and started reading again.

I looked at her in disbelief.

She was just crying and now she was laughing.

She must be going crazy.

I called Sam and booked a ticket to A city.

When I arrived at home I felt the emptyness.

There was no trace of life in this house.

I walked up to Jia Xia's room and opened the door.

It was empty.

As if she wasn't ever here.

Not even her Lilly scent was here any longer.

I walked to her bed and sat down.

I picked up the pillow she once laid on but her scent also wasn't there either.

What have I done?

The next day I went to see my father.

I walked into his office an he was busy on the phone.

I sat and waited for him.

"Xavier... What are you going to do now?"

I sigh than answer him.

"Dad, I... I don't know... Bella planned all of this... I fell for her traps... And... Dad, I am sorry.. Really.. I will do anything you tell me.. Please..."

My father gave me a reassuring smile.

"Xavier... I know that you and Bella have a history but that's all it will ever be.. She isn't worthy of you.. But Jia Xia is a wonderful young woman, and she will never betray you.. I am sure if you try you will fall in love with her... Please.. Just try... I will help you get her back but after that you must make things work... Okay? "

I was relieved my father still trusted me.

And he was going to help me get Jia Xia back.

I didn't want to admit it at first but I fell in love with her at first sight.

She captured my heart by just existing.

My father and I made arrangements to meet my in laws on Sunday.

So Sunday came and I was as nervous as never before.

I felt like I was going to meet my bride for the first time.

If only that was the reality.

When we got to their home my father said one last thing.

"Xavier let me do the talking... And no matter what happens... Just stay calm and don't say anything okay.?"

I nodded my head and followed my father out.

When I saw Jia Xia standing in the door way I felt my heart race.

I missed seeing her.

The minute I got closer her scent engulfed me.

My father in law greeted my father but acted as if I wasn't there.

I was sad but I remember my father's words.

I kept my head down but I wanted to look at my wife.

When I looked up our eyes met and I saw the sadness in her eyes.

I wanted to believe it was for me.

We walked in and my father in law didn't waste time in demanding our divorce.

I kept watching Jia Xia for any reaction but she was like a statue.

Was it hate, anger or something else keeping her so calm.

I wasn't paying attention to what was being said but suddenly her father hit her.

My whole body was raging!

I wanted to kill him!

My father's hand on my knee stopped me.

O god... She was bleeding... I felt as if I was going crazy.

Her mother was also extremely upset.

This must have never happened before.

My father took his stance and spoke in my place.

When her father denounced her from the family she finally reacted.

I finally saw someone other than the meek girl I met 4 months back.

When she rushed after her father I had to stop her.

She took her anger and directed it at me.

Her slap was painless but her words broke in to my soul.

"I will make you regret ever hurting my family"

She really loves her family.

Will she ever love me with such passion?

I let go off her and watched her follow behind her father.

She literally broke down and begged her father on her knees to forgive her but it seems the damage has been done.

I watched her crying on her knees, it was so heart wrenching to see her cry so uncontrollably but I had to keep my distance.

She won't trust me as easily again.

Her father was throwing her stuff out into the driveway when suddenly I saw our wedding picture.

I couldn't believe she still had it.

I was about to pick it up but my worst fear came true.

Jia Xia stamped on the picture with her small foot and the glass shattered everywhere,just like our marriage had shattered...

Her hatred was more and more evident my fear of her hatred had finally manifested into reality.

I reached for the back door of the car but my father stopped me suddenly and pulled me to the front than got into the back.

I wanted to comfort her so badly.

I watched as my father comforted my wife.

I couldn't help by die a little inside.

A small tear drop ran down my cheek as I watched the cars passing on the road.

I was astonished at this as I didn't cry for anyone but Bella.

Bella... Bella... BELLA!

She was the root of all of this.

I suddenly hated her, I felt discussed at her name even the thought of her made my stomach turn.

She was never going to be a part of my life again.

I won't make this mistake ever again, I would rather die.

When we got home I watched a lifeless Jia Xia walk into the house, she was like a walking dead person.

Mrs Noona was so happy to see her but,

She didn't even acknowledge Mrs Noona.

I watched her drag her bags up the stairs and each step she took was like she was treading on hot coals.

I felt so ashamed of what I did to this young girl.

My selfish actions had ruined a young life before it even began.

Mu father came in and patted my shoulder than left.

I sat all alone in a dark house trying to understand what I was meant to be doing.

How will i make her trust me.

How will she ever love me.

I took a few deep breaths amd walked up to her room.

I knocked but no answer.

I got worried so I walked in.

She was laying on tje bad jer eyes swollen and her mouth was still bleeding a bit from the slap she received from her father earlier.

I wanted so bad to touch her.

To comfort her.

"Xavier... I hate you so much.. I wish you would die... Xavier"

She was talking in her sleep.

And the once sweetness that came from her voice was now replaced with resentment and anger.

I closed the door behind me and walked to my room.

As I opened the door I saw a few pictures still on my wall of Bella.

Suddenly I had the urge to break everything.

I wripped the picture of the walls and smashed them to the ground.

I hit my fist against the walls and torn my whole room apart.

I hated myself more that anything or anyone else.

I finally broke.

I sat on the floor glass was piercing through my skin but I only flet numb.

The blood was nothing compared to the amount of anger I felt.

I finally understood Jia Xia's pain.

I lost everything...

And made someone else also suffer for my selfish reasons.

She was right I should just die.

I finally lay down in between all the scattered glass and slowly start drifting off.