Jia Xia.
I don't understand why I am unable to move or speak.
I listen to voice a few familiar and a few unknown.
The noise come and go and soon it completely quit.
I feel like I am trapped in the darkness.
I heard my mother's voice.
"Doctor are you sure there is nothing more we can do... Please... I can't just let her die like this.. Please."
Wjat the hell is going on.
I want to scream at the top of my lungs but nothing comes out.
I hear the doctor tel her if I don't get a heart soon, i wont live to see my 25th birthday...
The voices are gone and I hear the door close.
What is going on?
Did I get hurt or maybe get into an accident.
The last I remember was going to sleep.
Was that last night, or maybe longer back...
I was trying my best to make sense of everything.
Suddenly I felt someone hold my hand.
"Jia Xia, it's me its Xavier"
What the hell is he doing here.
I must really be dieing if my family allowed him to come in here.
I try to pull my hand from his.
Still nothing.
He sounds like he is crying.
O god this man is such a drama queen.
I wasn't paying in attention to wjat he was saying, but the minute he mentioned my boys, that was like a needle piercing my skin.
He was making a promise to be good to me and the boys if I kept fighting.
He has another thing coming.
I will fight no matter how hard I have to, but it isn't for you Xavier its to protect my children from a heartless man like you.
You don't deserve to even know who they are!
I won't die so easily thats a promise.
You better leave soon before I get up and beat your ass.
I was so PISSED.
Who does he think he is.
I don't need him to be proud of my achievements.
I wasn't raising them for him I was doing it for myself and them.
I was still rambling to myself when I suddenly felt his lips on mine.
This was the lips I missed.
Warm and soft, yet so addictive.
What is he up to...
I feel him let go of my hand than I hear the door opened and closed.
Suddenly I feel alone.
What the hell was the use of being in a coma if you can still hear and feel everything.
This is literally like putting a sain person into a small cage and then leaving them alone, waiting for tjem to go crazy.
I was feeling just like a mad woman.
I was trapped in my own body, that was even worse.
Dear god if your listening, please...
Let me out.