Milena (COMPLETE)

CHAPTER XII: Pretty Gnarly Carly

Year 2007.

A year after we graduated senior high, I lost communication with everyone, especially Zec and Azil. It felt like I lost my heart and my soul. I lost the love of my life and my dear best friend.

After Zec’s confession, she avoided me, and I didn’t know how to approach her. It’s too awkward to talk to her after she ran off.

After my encounter with Azil, she went back to her group as if nothing happened at the library. Her attitude became worse. Her friends almost sold her to every new guy they thought were hot. I wish, Azil still knew what’s good for her. I don’t want any bad things to happen to her.

I created a new set of life and started over. I didn’t know when it began, but I knew, I woke up one day, without a care in the world, ignoring all those people who still loves me. I took Computer Science as my college course. I attended once or twice out of five classes per week. I didn’t care about my grades, or if I could graduate on time. I made new friends. They were not exactly a good influence on me. That’s why I often got scolded by my parents, especially when I am hanging out with them. But they were all fun to be with. And that’s the important thing, I could forget everything when I’m with them. I learned how to laugh even if I’m hurting inside. I learned how to flirt with random guys and girls. Some of them were serious on having relationship with me but I just played with them. There’s something in me that felt numb.

My new friends taught me how to smoke cigarettes and they even asked me to try drugs. I tried smoking, but I don’t like the taste. I only smoke when I am stressed or bored. And, of course, I never tried drugs. My new bad habit was drinking alcohol. Alcohol helps a little to numb the pain and to forget Azil even for a while.

Another thing they introduced me to is s*x. I got addicted to it, but I only had one partner, her name is Carly. Pleasuring her, making her satisfied all the time, added boost in my self-confidence. We never kissed on the lips and never touched me.

Subconsciously, I still protected my innocence. Hoping that one day, I could still give my all to Azil. Maybe I’m still hoping that we’ll be together. This stupid heart of mine still hopes that life would make our paths meet again, someday. And when that time comes, I hope she’s ready to fight for us. Be proud and never be ashamed in having a relationship with me.

Carly’s the girl I met few months ago. She lived ten blocks from our house. She’s my first customer when my cousin opened a computer shop business near the grocery store at the market. I offered technical support. Her laptop needed formatting and she also asked me if I could make her a remix cd for her school project. And I felt that she likes me instantly that day. She left me her mobile number after I formatted her laptop and made her remix cd. She took Computer Science too in another private school. She sometimes took sideline jobs like modelling on a simple photo shoot. Sometimes she asks me to be her partner on a photo-op. She liked dressing me as a guy. Her friend, also her photographer, was very much pleased. He said that me and Carly have a good chemistry together and I really looked like a guy on his photos.

One Friday night at 9 PM. Carly and I went to a party here in one of the liveliest bars at Quezon City. Carly asked me to dance with her after we drank five shots of watermelon vodka. I didn’t want to squeeze myself at the horde of wild party people at the dance floor, but she insisted. While we were dancing, I let her hands roamed up and down my back. I could feel the heat radiating from her. The people around us were like wild animals. Jumping up and down and pushing left and right, causing more body friction. It’s so hot in here! I was about to go back to our couch, when the music changed to a sweet dance. Carly’s taller than me, but she’s the one clinging into my neck and she guided my hands unto her waist. We danced two more songs before she asked me to take her home with me. Gosh! This girl is always thirsty for action! Good thing I’m home alone tonight! We took a cab back home.

I unlocked the door with my key while carrying her bridal style. It took me five minutes to properly unlocked the door. It’s so hard to open it when Carly’s feasting on my neck. When we reached my bedroom, I laid her quickly on my bed. I want to try tonight what my gal friends told me. Pleasuring a woman using just your mouth. An oral s*x. They called it, c*********s. Hope, I could still satisfy this girl.

She wore a mini skirt so it’s not difficult for me to take off her undies. I unbuttoned her sexy polo blouse and unhooked the front clasp of her bra. My hands and mouth explored her body. I felt that she’s getting excited as her hips started thrusting her front on my leg. She started moaning my name. I kissed her down to her pearl. She couldn’t kiss my lips, so I’ll kiss her other lips instead. I flattened my tongue out and used wide slow strokes, exploring her inner and outer lips. I imagined licking my favorite ice cream. I started at the bottom, licking it all up, and around her c******s and then back down. I licked my two fingers and started moving in and out of her. I made my way back to her c******s as I penetrated her with gentle firm strokes of my fingers.

She started to moan louder. Her body arched and her hands tightening their grasp on my head, “Oh, that’s it honey! I’m coming!”

I continued to thrust my tongue in and out of her as I massaged her sensitive c**t. I heard her gasped for air as she came. I licked all her sweet juices. I think this is one thing I love about Carly. She tasted sweet like strawberry and I got addicted to it.

After her first orgasm, I grabbed the seven inches dildo, that a friend gave as a gift to me. I’ll baptized this wanker with Carly’s sweet juices. I slid the dildo up and down her folds. Lubricated it before slowly entering her altar of Venus. I thrusted the dildo in and out of her as I licked and sucked her n*****s. Her hands travelled down my legs. I caught them and hold them above her head, not letting her to touch me.

She reached her climax again. I turned her around and entered her from behind. Slowly at first then gaining momentum and rhythm. She screamed with pleasure and moaned my name again and again. She reached multiple orgasms and we stopped when we both got tired. I took the dildo out of her and set it under my bed. I laid beside her.

She was going to kiss my lips, but I turned away and it landed on my cheek. She started to lick behind my ear, leaving small bites around it. Her hands started to explore my body again, but I told her she didn’t need to pleasure me back.

She sighed and smiled sadly as she left kiss marks on my neck down to my shoulder. I’m sure the guys will make a joke about these marks tomorrow.

We were so tired that we drifted off to sleep easily.