Dear Crush

Crush 11

Dear Chen,

It's Wednesday and I am currently writing this entry at school near "our spot" hoping that you'll at least pass by

Chen, what is your name?

Do you like the name Chen ?

I still don't know your name so allow me to call you that for now

What year are you in?

Are you perhaps a senior? third year? or same year as me, second year?

You look like you're in fourth year....

You know one of your friends?

He was one of the assistant TA's in my neuroanatomy lab....

With that as a clue, you could really be a senior.

Do you have a girlfriend?

You look like the type to have one-- I mean, call me judgmental but seriously, I'm sure you are being drooled over by many females.

And men being men, how can you resist?

I admit, I am one of those females.

But I am not crazy about you--- yet.

I just.... appreciate your physical characteristics.

And I am enjoying the little butterflies in my stomach whenever I see you and that increasing rate of my heartbeats

It feels nice.

Makes your worst days turn into the best ones.

For now, I'm asking fate to let me see you before this day ends.

If fate isn't on my side today then let us make things that are meant to be come at the right time.

Can't wait to see you again Chen