Triple trouble

Chapter three - It's not the same

Kally's POV:

Kian and I don't go out as often as we used to. It started happening when we did it. I'm not sure if I regret this. I tried to call and text him a few times. He answers when he finds time. I have no idea what the signs are from this. We used to talk a lot. I'm starting to think that all this is one-sided. He doesn't love me. I mean, not the way I would've wanted it. I don't believe there is a way to change his mind. Addie thinks he is cheating on me. I have thought about this, but I have zero proof. I can't do anything about this. Accusing him is not an option. He will think I don't trust him. Things used to be better. Of course, I haven't talked with my parents about this. Addie knows everything. I won't lie. I have been feeling a bit weird. I don't know what is going on with me. Maybe I need a rest. I have no other idea. I need to sit and think about what happened. Kian and I should talk. He has some explaining to do. I hope that this won't be the end of our relationship.

It has been a weird week for me. I don't feel that well. I texted Kian, but he didn't come. He was busy. I think Addie is right. Cheating is a possibility. I can't ask him directly. I texted my best friend to check on her. At least she has time for me. We went out for a cup of coffee. I need to talk with someone about this. I'm not sick, but I don't feel well. Please, tell me it's not what I think it is. I can't afford that. He won't help me at all. I need a plan.

- Are you ok? You look worried. - Addie said

- Not really. I don't feel well.

- What is going on? I have noticed this since whatever happened with Kian.

- We did. You know what I mean.

- What? Until the end?

- Yes. I'm not sure about this.

- Do you think of something?

- He said he was safe. I'm not sure if it's true.

- No way! Do you think you are pregnant?

- I have no idea. I haven't taken a test.

- Let's go and do it. That way, you'll know what to do.

- I don't know how to tell him. There is no way he will help me.

- If you can get rid of it, do it. He is not the one. Trust me.

- Yes, I know, but I want to give us a chance.

- When was the last time you saw him?

- I don't know. Two weeks ago?

- Girl, that is a sign. Dumb him before he does it.

We kept the conversation going for some time. Later, we went to the pharmacy. I was too scared to go inside. Addie did it for me. I gave her money for one test. She came back with three. All of them were for different brands. We went to her house for safety. I don't want my parents to find this. Her mom was there, but we didn't say anything. Addie took plastic cups and made me do the job.

- Now we have to wait a little bit.

- I'm getting nervous about this. What I'm going to do if it's positive.

- You have to talk with Kian about this. He was supposed to be protective.

- We talk about Kian. I bet he doesn't care.

- But you do.

- I can't look. Will you do this for me?

- Sure.

I closed my eyes, refusing to open them. My worst nightmare is in front of my eyes. I heard Addie taking out the tests and drying them out. Please, don't make me regret this. Please. She told me to open my eyes, but I couldn't. I had a bad feeling about this. My life might change forever. I can't let this happen.

- Well? How bad is it?

- I'm sorry.

- What?

- All three are positive.

- You are joking.

- I wish I was. Look. This one has two lines. That one says the word pregnant. The other one has a plus sign. You are pregnant from Kian. I'm so sorry about this.

- This can't happen. What am I going to do?

- You have to tell him.

- He will kill me.

- You said he was safe. Maybe he lied to you.

- What do you mean?

- Did you see him being safe?

- No.

- Exactly. I think Kian lied to you in the face.

- Why would he do that?

- Because he is using you. This guy wanted only one thing from you.

- I can't keep it. At the same time, I can't kill it.

- It's only a dot, so it's not a big deal.

- Yes, but.

- Talk to him before you tell your parents.

- I don't plan on telling them at all.

Addie is a great friend. That is why I tell her everything. I texted Kian to see where he was. I needed to talk to him about it. I said it was urgent. He agreed to meet with me in an hour. I have a bad feeling about this. He won't take the news easily. When I arrived, he was already waiting for me. He looks impatient.

- Thank you for coming.

- I don't have much time, so tell me what you want.

- Alright. Um. Something happened that night.

- What? Talk clearly. I don't have time to waste.

- I'm pregnant.

- What? From who?

- You.

- No. That is impossible. Did you cheat on me?

- No, and I never will. It's yours.

- Why? How could you let this happen?

- Me? You were the one who said that everything was safe.

- You are so stupid.

- No, I'm not. How could I know this would happen? I told you that I wasn't ready, but you still insisted.

- You better get rid of it.

- Were you safe?

- Get rid of it.

- Answer my question.

- No!

- You said the opposite.

- So? Deal with this alone. I'm out of here.

- Kian!

- Leave me alone.

So all this is his fault. I went home and laid on the bed. I texted Addie the short version of the story. She said she would come home for dinner. I'm glad that at least she was with me. I took a short nap. That didn't help. I went downstairs and saw my parents. I can't tell them. I'll deal with this on my own. Both of them looked at me.

- What?

- Are you ok?

- Yes, why?

- You look tired and worried.

- I woke up from a nap.

- What happened with the job?

- Oh, yeah. I went to the interview. I'll start on Monday.

- Good. I hope they pay you well.

- Dad, money is not everything.

- Isn't this why you got this job?

- Yes, but it's not the only reason. Can Addie stay here for dinner?

- Sure.

- You don't bring her home often. - my mom said

- She is busy. Also, most of the time, we meet outside.

- I'll be happy to see her again.

- Great.

- You can offer for her to stay here for the night. We won't bother you.

- That is her choice.

- While we wait for her, you can help me cook something.

- No problem. What is the meal plan?

- I'm not sure. I have picked out a few things. Come with me.

Mom and I made dinner together. I tried to act normal. It wasn't so easy. He called me stupid, but the silly one was him. Maybe he was right. I'm stupid for trusting him. This relationship is not working at all. I can see the end of it. Sadly, only I will care. He will leave me without a doubt. That might be for good. I won't fight for him. Addie came in half an hour. She looked at me, but I told her to keep it quiet. My parents don't know anything.

- The food is so good.

- Well, Kally helped me today.

- Really? That's great. I can't cook anything.

- You can always ask your mom to teach you.

- I know, but I prefer the simple things.

- What are the plans for tonight? You can stay here with us.

- Thanks, but I won't bother you. I didn't tell my mom about this.

- You have a phone. Use it.

- That will happen another day.

After dinner, we went to my room. I don't know what to do anymore. Things have changed so much. It's not the same. I used to like him. I'm starting to think it's a plot of my imagination. Nothing of this was real. Addie locked the door and sat in front of me. I can't tell her anything. I feel stupid. All this shouldn't have happened. It's my fault.

- Don't feel guilty. You didn't do anything.

- But I trusted Kian. I trusted his word.

- I think it's best if you remove it. A kid doesn't deserve to grow up in such conditions.

- But I'll feel bad. It's like everything is falling apart.

- End this before he does it.

- It ended a long time ago. Someone only has to say it.

- You think he will dump you.

- Are you sure he is cheating?

- I don't have proof, but he barely has time for you. So, yes. I believe he is cheating on you.

- Great. What else is left?

- At least you are not one of the victims of the triple trouble.

- Of the what?

- The triplets.

- Oh, yeah. I can't think straight right now.

- It's ok. If you want, I'll stay here.

- No, no. I'll be fine. Go and do something fun.

Addie stayed with me for an hour. Later, she went home. I went to check on my parents. Dad was asleep. Mom was in the living room. I don't want to make it look like something has happened. At the same time, I want to stay with her.

- Hey, mom. Can I stay here?

- Sure. Did Addie go home?

- Yes. She doesn't need to stay with me all the time

- I like her. She is a good friend.

- Thanks.

- Is something bothering you?

- No.

- Kally, you can't lie to me.

- Nothing is bothering me. I swear.

- How is Kian? I haven't seen him in a while.

- Kian is good. He has some work for his classes. That kept him busy for a while.

- I'm sure you two will be ok.

- Yeah. I hope so.

- Why?

- I'll start working soon. I haven't told him.

- Why are you waiting?

- I'm not sure if he will like this.

- Whatever you do now, do it for yourself.

- I know. Thanks.

- Do you want to finish the show with me?

- Sure. What is it about?

- One spoiled rich family.

- Typical.

- What do you mean?

- You watch things that have nothing in common with you.

- I don't see anything wrong with that.

- I didn't say there was.

- Good. This girl looks like you.

- We don't look alike at all.

When the show ended, I went to bed. I can't tell my mom about this. It's too messy. I'm sure she will understand, but I started regretting this. There is no turning back. I have to do something about this. Kian doesn't want to get involved. I can't count on him for everything. Maybe Addie is right. I have to end this before he does it. I'm sorry, but I can't keep it. I don't want to take care of a kid at that age. Well, I have dreamed about this, but when I grew up. It's not the time for babies, especially with such a father. I can't let it happen. I hope that I'm not making a mistake.