ALEC’S POV, Coming back was a mistake. Seeing him was a mistake. Talking to him was a mistake. Being alone with him was a mistake. Everything was a mistake. I was sleeping next to Colton the same night on our bed. He was moaning and kissing me on my lips, my chest, my neck, my temples; on whatever part of skin he could find in the darkness. Our naked bodies were moving in sync. Still, I could only think about Jasper. All I could see was Jasper. Everything around me was Jasper. Even the voice of Colton had Jasper's touch. My body smelt like Jasper. The moans coming out of my mouth sounded distant. A lie. I was moaning because I didn't want Colton to feel sad, and not because I was enjoying him pushing inside me. Sucking Jasper in a public bathroom was more of a turn-on than

