Five o Clock Shadow (FILIPINO-ENGLISH)

17. Fire

A/N: R-18. You are warned. read at your own risk.

BUONG akala ko ay alam ko na ang pakiramdam kung paano mahalikan – kung paano makulong sa bisig ng isang lalaki. Ang mga halikang napagsaluhan namin ni Ethan noon ay malumanay, matamis. Ngunit iba ang nararamdaman ko ngayon habang sakop ni Alexan ang buo kong katawan – nakakabaliw, nakakapanghina, at tila ay sinisilaban ang buo kong katawan kahit na napapaligiran kami ng malamig na tubig.

Ngunit nasa isipan ko pa rin na may asawa ito, ang Giselle na hinahanap niya ng apat na taon. Pilit na sumisiksik sa likod ng nakakaliyong init na hatid ng mga halik ng lalaki na nakatali pa rin ito sa babaeng naka-angkin sa kaniya – ang ina ng anak niya. Tinulak ko ito, at niyakap pang lalo ang mga bisig sa aking sarili habang habol ang aking hininga.

“Mali ito, Alexan,” dinig ko kung gaano ka rupok ang aking tinig, garalgal at walang lakas, “may asawa ka.”

Humarap ito sa akin, maiinit ang mga titig nito. “Giselle hasn’t been here for a long time.”

Kumirot ang aking puso nang marinig ang pangalang iyon, at pinipilit na humakbang paatras kahit wala na akong maatrasan. “K-kahit na. Hindi ito pwede, Alexan. Nagpapanggap lang tayo.”

“It was never an act for me, Rachelle,” tila ay nahihirapan nitong sabi, “even at that elevator ride, I knew you weren’t her, and I’ve badly wanted to kiss you the first time I saw you.”

Kahit na puno ng sinseridad ang mga salitang nagmumula kay Alexan, ay mahirap iyong paniwalaan. Nais kong alisin sa aking isipan na baka ay ganoon lang ang naramdaman nito dahil sa magkamukha kami ng asawa niya, ngunit mahirap itong gawin. At sa lahat ng ayaw kong maging, ito ay ang maging isang kabit.

“Alexan—”

My words all died to the wind when he held my nape and kissed me shut. And then suddenly, all of the thoughts inside my mind became trivial compared to his kiss. 

Everything seemed insignificant compared to his heated touch and strength. My breath hitched as I felt his warm palm thaw the coldness in my skin, and he took the opportunity to deepen the kiss, tasting every crevice inside my mouth with his tongue.

Hindi ko na maramdaman ang aking mga tuhod. Nanghihinang napakapit ako sa mga bisig ni Alexan. Naramdaman ko naman ang nginig ng pag-ungol nito na kumunekta sa aking labi, at doon na nga tuluyang bumigay ang aking mga binti. Ngunit bago pa man ako bumagsak ay nailawit na ng lalaki ang aking mga binti sa baywang niya at kinulong pang lalo ang aking katawan sa pagitan ng malamig na gilid ng swimming pool at sa nag-aalab nitong katawan.

The kiss went to a brief halt as we both caught each other’s breaths. But I couldn’t muster to find my strength when he dipped his head to the side and started to nip and lap at my skin. My toes curled underwater and my legs absent-mindedly wrapped him closer to my body. 

I struggle to find something to hold on to from too much pleasure, and settled with the soft threads of Alexan’s hair, tugging them gently, while I clung the other hand to his shoulder and held on for dear life. I squirm a little as I felt the hot pad of his tongue lap at the side of my neck, and felt Alexan’s hardness press to my center.

Kusang naipilig ko sa kabilang banda ang aking ulo at tila ay nahihibang na nang magpaulan ito ng mga halik sa aking balikat. Lalo pa akong nanginig nang maramdaman ang marahang pagkagat nito sa string ng aking bestida, at pinadausdos ito pababa ng aking balikat.

“Alexan…” his name came out as a moan from my lips. It was supposed to be warn him that anyone could come out of the house and see us in here, but he seemed to enjoy the moan vibrating from my throat, and pinned me closer to the wall, “huwag dito, Alexan. May makakakita sa atin,” mahinang tinapik ko ang balikat nito at agad naman itong natauhan.

Ngunit mas nag-init ang aking mga pisngi nang bumalik ito sa paghagkan sa aking mga labi at nagsimulang maglakad. Kalong ako ni Alexan sa kaniyang mga bisig habang malalaki ang mga hakbang patungo sa hagdanan ng swimming pool. 

Hindi pa ako nito pinakawalan ng ilang sandali ngunit ako na ang kusang pumutol ng halik at umalis mula sa pagkakakarga ng lalaki nang makaabot kami sa kinauupuan namin kanina. Hindi ko man magawang tingnan ang lalaki ngunit alam kong nakasunod ang nag-aaalab nitong mga mata habang tinatahak ko ang daan patungo sa hagdanang magdadala sa amin sa pangalawang palapag.

But before I could even step at the first tread of the stairs, a strong arm pulled mine and my lips landed to Alexan’s. Immediately, all rational thoughts flew out to nowhere as I snaked my arms to his nape and jumped to his embrace. 

“Alexan…” I purred.

His throaty groan sent shivers down my spine as he pinned me on the railing and secured my legs tight on his hips. A moan escaped from my mouth and was sent to his mouth when I felt his palm stroke from my knees, to the outside of my thighs, and stopped at my ass, kneading them as he pulls me closer to him, afraid of any space between our bodies.

“f**k,” mura nito nang maputol ang aming halik. Ramdam ako ang mainit nitong paghingang tumatama sa aking labi at ang mga mata ng lalaki’y halos magkulay itim dahil sa pagnanasa, “I need to let go of you again. Baka mabagok ang ulo natin kung bubuhatin kita pataas,” saka ako binaba sa sahig habang mahigpit ang hawak sa aking baywang.

Nang makatalikod na ako kay Alexan ay agad akong pumanhik pataas. Halos hindi ko na matandaan kung saang banda ang mga silid namin kung hindi pa ako hinawakan ng lalaki sa aking kamay at giniya ako sa pamilyar na kanto. Nang makita ang pintuan ng aking kwarto ay doon na sana ako papunta ngunit hinigit ako paharap ni Alexan at saka hinalikan muli. Saglit kong ibinuka ang aking mata nang makarinig ng pagbukas ng pinto at nakitang papalayo kami sa aking kwarto, at papasok sa kwarto ng lalaki.

His hard body pressed against mine as he pinned my arms above my head against the wall made me think about nothing. Tila ay uhaw na uhaw kong hinahabol ang mga labi nitong magagaan ang ginagawad na halik sa akin. 

“Alexan,” I groan in frustration as I can’t catch his lips. He even seemed to enjoy my distress as a low sexy chuckle escaped from his mouth, “Stop teasing me,” I plead as I watch him closely. My breath almost stopped at the sight of him— droplets of water trailing down from his hair to his neck, his clothes damp and clinging tight to his body, his heated gaze straight at my lips.

Dininig nito ang pagsumamo ko at hinalikan ako ng mariin. Agad ako nitong binuhat patungo sa kung saan habang pilit na inaalis ang aking damit. Bago pa ako makahuma ay narinig ko ang pagkapunit ng strap ng aking bestida, at naramdaman ang kakaibang init na dulot ng ginawa ng lalaki. 

“Bed,” his silent whisper to my mouth as I felt the soft matress on my back.

I watch Alexan as he broke the kiss and stood to strip his shirt off. He was fumbling with the buttons of it before finally getting the fabric off of his body. He left his pants on and bent down to kiss me again. I close my eyes as pleasure seeped through my veins when I felt his touch roam around my body, pulling me close to him and pinning me down to the bed. 

Alexan clutched me against his muscular frame, big hands cupping my buttocks, trying to connect the heated parts of us even with most of our clothes still on. I felt his arousal nesting against the soft mound of my thighs, making me gasp at the contact.

Hindi ko pa mamamalayan na natanggal na pala nito ang bestida ko nang mapamulat ang aking mata dahil sa ginawa ng lalaki— he cut our kiss as I felt his hand snaking behind me and expertly unhooked my bra. Halos manginig ako nang dahil sa lamig na dumantay sa aking balat nang matanggal nito ang aking bra ngunit agad itong napalitan ng init nang makita ang mga mata ng lalaking tila sinasamba ng tingin ang aking dibdib. 

“f**k. They’re perfect, Rachelle,” he said in a low, toe-curling voice.

Instead of feeling embarrassed, I felt beautiful because of his words. Without a second thought, I pulled him close and kissed him again. Hindi ko alam kung nagmumula pa ba sa espiritu ng alak ang tapang ko, ngunit ayaw ko na iyong isipin pa.

The most important thing is that this man is about to worship my body, and I would love every bit of what he will do.

I grip on his shoulders for purchase as the pulsing heat start trailing down from the heavy mounds of my breasts and concentrated at the apex of my thighs. Kusang naghiwalay ang aking mga binti nang unti unting inilapit ng lalaki ang natitirang bahagi ng katawan nitong natatakpan pa rin ng tela.

 My mouth moved with his, my lips parting and his tongue snooping in for an adventure, my tongue meeting his, making him groan in approval of my actions.

“I want you,” Alexan buried his face against my thoroat, his lips suckling, his tongue lapping my heated skin. “The first time I saw you, I wanted you.”

Umungol ako at inarko ang aking likod nang magtama ang hubad naming katawan. Pinaglandas ko ang mga palad sa malapad nitong balikat at likod. Warm male skin over taut muscles.

My breasts, swollen and sensitive from arousal rubbed against the hard wall of his chest. The peaks were tight and aching, begging to be touched and fondled. His head rose from the side of my neck and felt his eyes roam over every inch of my body.

“Perfect,” anas nito saka ako hinalikan muli.

“Al—” the rest of his name ended up in a moan when I felt Alexan’s hands between my legs, his rough fingers grazing my wet, aching s*x through the thin lace. I yelped in surprise as I heard and felt my panties being torn apart. Dinig ko ang mahinang tawa nito dahil sa aking reaksyon habang inaalis ang natitirang saplot kong pinunit nito, but I moaned in response to what he did next.

I was swollen and slick, hot and soft for him. Two rough fingers glided across the slippery cleft, smearing my cream across the folds of my s*x, Alexan’s thumb rubbing the bundle of desire above the opening.

Nagmura ito sa aking tainga. “You’re so f*****g wet, Rachelle. You’re dripping, soaking wet.”

Alexan leaned down, his lips catching the hard peak of my left breast. I part my lips for air as his thick fingers sank into my core. My hips undulated as ragged moans escaped from my throat.

He sucked and licked the puckered tip of my breast, making it harder, leaving it swollen and aching when he pulled his lips and tongue away in a pop. Alexan did the same to my other breast, making me writhe beneath him, twisting, my body sweating from the intense heat pulsing through my blood. His lips travelled down, leaving a trail of fire across my skin.

Sa tingin ko ay mawawalan ako ng malay sa tindi ng init. White hot and searing, melting away all my thoughts and fears. My fingers roamed and tugged at Alexan’s damp hair as his head moved down between my thighs, his tongue burning my skin as he licked me. 

“Oh my god,” I moaned.

Alexan let out a tortured groan when his mouth found my wetness. Napaawang ang mga labi ko at bumagsak sa kutson ang aking ulo. His hands gripped my hips holding me still, his lips and tongue sucking the thick cream coating the folds of my s*x.

Shudders wracked my body. I could feel his tongue swiping across the soacked slit. More liquid heat flowed out between my folds and Alexan groaned, his teeth lightly grazing the aching bundle of nerves.

Hindi ko na alam kung kakayanin ko pa. Hindi na malinaw ang aking paningin. Pauli-uli kong tinawag ang pangalan ng kaniig.

“Alexan, please…”

He nipped the swollen nub, which made me scream. Pleasure so sharp it bore delicious pain to my body, wracking my whole system.

Pero hindi pa rin tumigil ang lalaki.

I felt his tongue pushing into the entrance, the clienching muscles clamping on the invading flesh. I lost track of what I was about to plead. My fingers clawed at the sheets, at his hair, at his back.

Nagpatuloy ito sa pagdila sa aking kaselanan, at malakas na napaungol nang mariin kong inilapit ang mukha nito sa pagitan ng aking mga hita habang nakakapit sa buhok nito. Saka naramdaman ko ang dalawang daliring pumasok sa sa b****a.

The combination of his fingers thrusting wickedly into the tight sheath and his lips suckling my c**t into his heated mouth had me spiraling toward another bone-melting o****m. Alexan kept my thighs spread wide even as I thrashed and screamed. Then he was stretching above me, covering me with his hard, powerful body.

I barely had time to breath before I felt the thick head of his c**k starting to sink between the swollen folds of my s*x. The pain nagged, almost making me cry, but the burning need to have him buried deep inside me was stronger.

Umarko ang aking likod at pumulupot ang aking mga braso sa balikat ng lalaki. His mouth found mine, swallowing my cry as he surged forward, hard and deep inside me.

“Did I hurt you?” Agad nitong tanong at pilit na binabasa ang aking mukha. “I didn’t know that I’m your first.”

Agad akong umiling kahit nakakaramdam ako ng hapdi sa gitna ng aking mga hita. 

“f**k, Rachelle. You’re so hot and tight. You’re milking me,” ungot nito na parang nahihirapan.

“Gumalaw ka na, please…” hindi ko na makilala ang sarili kong boses. Puno iyon ng pagnanasa, habang ang katawan ko ay hindi na makayanan ang init na nadarama.

Then pain melted into heat, burning my stretched flesh, awakening nerves embedded within the walls of my s*x. Alexan thrusted inside me, stroking me, filling me until my tight walls clamped around him, massaging him, my body weeping more cream.

“f**k,” he groaned in my mouth, “Rachelle…”

Deeper, harder, the fire burned hotter. I panted for breath as Alexan pounded his throbbing shaft inside me.

Umiingit at umuungol akong kumapit sa katawan ng lalaki gamit ang aking mga binti, at ang mga kuko ko’y napapakalmot sa likod at balikat ng kaniig. Bumalik ang aking ulo sa malambot na kutson habang naglalabas-pasok ang kahandaan ni Alexan sa akin, na sa sobrang lakas ay maririnig ang makamundong tunog ng pagtatagpo ng aming mga katawan.

Higher and higher the pleasure rose until it slammed into me like a raging tide of flames.

Napasigaw ako at tila ay nawalan ng kakayahang makakita. I clamped around him, squeezing him. His corresponding roar reverberated against the walls of Alexan’s room. And before he could finish, he planted his hot mouth against mine as he slipped his c**k outside. His seed, hot and thick, spilled onto my stomach, coating me.

“Ah, Rachelle…”

Mahigpit akong niyakap ng lalaki at ibinaon ang mukha sa aking balikat.   

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