Hold my hand

chapter 15: It's not a good time

After what happened after the fashion event,I really couldn't stop thinking about him.

he was all over my head,in my dreams he was messing with me. I wanted to see him.

I picked my phone from the side bed table to call him,the I remembered I didn't ask him for his phone number.

He may be seem as happy person but through those eyes they was sadness in them.

I wanted to give him really happiness ,that the one that he was faking.

The more I think of him the more my heart was in pain and I wanted to see him like right now.

I had stayed in bed the whole day ,I wanted to relax before embarking in my normal routine.

I too a quick shower and after getting dressed in a white kaki short and a blue t-shirt,I took my car key and headed to him house.

I took me fifteen minutes to arriver there,I was becoming nervous,my heart was Skipping faster than the usual,I took in a deep breath and released it slowly before coming out of my car.

"it's now or never" I mumbled to myself as I take first step towards entrance.

the elevator was taking long to come down and it increased my anxiety. I step in elevator the come out and started walking to the entrance.

" you can do this " I ran back to the elevator and pressed the floor number.i started playing with my fingers ,I always does that when ever I am nervous.

Thank god I still remember the door number else I would have wasted my time coming here.

I closed any eyes and breath slowly before knocking. I knocked a couple of time but here was no response,I was about to wake out when I heard "am coming" I halted my steps and waited for the door to be open.

Mark opened the door and stoop there surprised,I know I was the last person he was expecting.he was wearing a bathrobe and he was still wet.

water was dripping from his hair and I could afford to take my eyes off him,he looked more adorable and cute.

he snapped his fingers infront of my eyes,"hey,what are you doing here?" he asked.

" can I came in " he didn't know how to answer his question.

" It's not a good time" he was sad,but still pretending he was okay.His eyes were read maybe he was crying and that why he doesn't want me in.

I knew if I asked him ,he will never tell me . I walked passed in and welcomed myself in.

"Get out of my house right now " he shouted at me angrily as he was after me.

I turned around and embraced him,I expected him to push he away but he started crying.I knew what to do since Everytime I was in the similar situation that what Tristin always do and after letting it all out I become myself again.

" do you wanna talk about it" I asked Mark after he stopped crying which took long than I expected.

" I will get dress" he said and walk upstairs.

I take my phone and order some Korean food and ice cream.

He come back dressed in a short and vest , indicating he was not planning on going anywhere.

"Thank you," Mark said avoiding eye contact.

"mmh,it okay"

" what happened " I felt the argue of asking him ,I know he want tell me,nut it was worthy trying.

there was a knock on the door," I will get it "I picked my phone and went to the door.

After paying the the food I come back inside with the two bags.

"what are those" mark asked confused.

"where your kitchen" he pointed the direction and followed me to the kitchen.

" h,how " she was surprised to see the food I order and unable to finish his statement,he become jumpy like a little kid,I chuckled softly.

"let's eat" I said to mark after putting the ice cream on the fridge.

He was happy eating and I couldn't take my eyes off him.He mixed the noodles and meatballs in one bowl ,then sprinkled the sauce and started eating with his hands.

I stared at him while he acted like a child."do you wanna try it" mark asked.

I shook my head, "try it I know you will like it" he said blinking his eyes several times.

How can I say no to such adorable person,if even I didn't want I opened my mouth and let him feed me."mmmh" I moaned,it was really good.

"I told you" he said smiling ,he mixed my food too, as I was about to deep my chop sticks in I held my hand, "you should use your hand" he said feeding me again.

thanks god I had already cleaned my hands.

"would you wanna watch a movie with me?" Mark asked after we were done eating.

"it depends on the movie" I said as he help me dry the plates.

"how about you pick the movie" mark asked .

"you pick it"

"okay"

a silent followed after we had finished cleaning we went to sitting room and he selected the movie.

" can I -i " he was finding it had to ask what he wanted.

"what" I asked mark eyes still fixed on the movie.

"place my head on your lap" he said it blushing,and his cheeks am sure they were red.

I help his shoulder and allowed him to lay on my lap ," you are cold" I said ,I took my jacket and covered him.

After watching the movie I helped him to sit and I went to the kitchen ,I come back with the two ice cream and two spoons.

"Ice cream can make a dark bay brighter" I said sitting on the floor and he joined me wearing my jacked which was over size on his small body.

I chuckled softly and smiled" what " he asked blankly.

"nothing ,you look better in it than me" I said which made him blush.

"what happened earlier" I wanted to know.

"my sister come to pick me ,for the family dinner and it come out I was not invited" Mark said with a sad voice.

"and why wouldn't they invite you , aren't you a part of the family" I asked placing my arm on his shoulder.

"am already used to it by now but I cannot stop myself from feeling bad" tears started forming on his blue eyes.

"hey it okay"I embraced him.

"don't be said, am here with you and I will always be here to make you smile" I said and kissed him on the cheek.

"Thank you,but why will you want to make me smile and you barely know me" make asked.

"because I want to get to know you" I answered honestly.

"give me your phone" I asked him ,he looked confused but he handed me his phone.

"what ,sugar" he asked in shock,after seeing how I have save my number in his phone."why sugar instead of Jeremy"

" here" I handed him my phone.

"cream,huh " he smiled sweetly and his eyes were glowing,it made me happy to see him that way, at least it was a genuine smile.

"why those fanny names" mark asked.

"your are my cream ever since I met you you have made my life smooth,and I went to be your Suger by making your life sweet if you allow me" I said in a soft tone and a serious face emphasizing each word.

I leaned in to kiss but on the second thought I had to stop myself,I don't want to make him feel like I was taking advantage of his situation.

what happened next came as a surprise to me.

to be continued.........