THOUGHTS
I thought I'm fine,
I thought I'm okey,
I thought I've move on,
But in the end its just my thoughts.
Its was a sunny day,
When we first met,
You confess your love,
to my younger self.
I thought we're strong enough,
I thought your love is strong,
I thought we can survive,
But in the end its just a thought.
I made a decision for both of us,
I choosed to let you go,
I decided to fulfill my dream first,
And I'll come to you with open arms.
I thought you will wait me,
I thought we can be together again,
I thought you still love me,
But in the end its just my thought.
I thought I already move on,
I thought I already forgot you,
I thought I don't love you anymore,
But still, its just my thought.
Its been a year, no, its been eight years,
Eight years without you,
Eight years of loneliness,
Eight years of regrets.
I wish I can move on ,
I wish I can be happy like you,
I wish I can find my old self,
I wish I can have the closure.
Yes, I regret my actions in the past,
but at the same time I 'm happy,
I'm happy that you found your happiness,
I'm happy even though its not me.
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