I had to stop thinking about Enzo as more than my charge and friend.
I was still thinking of what Sander told me and I knew that nothing could really happen between us, no matter what. It was a silly thought. He absolutely had to fall in love with someone.
We could never be.
When we were alone all I wanted to do was kiss him. Instead I reminded him about our mission and what needed to be done, even though I was sure I would be a little bothered by him and Mira being in love. I would get over it.
I wouldn’t even be around to see it! I would be home with Sander. I never checked back in on my charges, but I might do that with Enzo since he’s the only one I had befriended.
What I should do is stay with Grey and go as far as we could so I could at least experience what love should feel like. I believed making love to Grey would give me that feeling of love that I was so desperately craving.
So I had to stop thinking of Enzo and our kisses.
***
My throat was extremely dry.
“I’m going to get some water,” I informed Grey.
“Alright.” He smiled.
I went to the kitchen and got a glass. On the way back, I heard a noise come from Enzo and Mira’s room.
I pressed my ear to the door. I could hear Mira moaning softly, but even louder was Enzo grunting and groaning. He really sounded like he was enjoying it.
Why was everyone enjoying s****l things except for me? Enzo was making love to Mira and I deserved to be made love to too. I was so tired of wondering what this was all like. I wanted to know for myself.
I hurried back to my room and closed the door. Before getting back on the bed, I took a big sip of water as though to hype myself up.
Grey seemed shocked when I kissed him hard and climbed on top of him.
“Mmm…Celine are you okay?” He whispered.
“Yeah, I am. I just want to touch you.” I kissed him again.
He kissed back eagerly. I touched his abs and chest as I moved my lips down to his neck. I didn’t usually kiss Grey anywhere else but his lips, but I liked when he kissed my neck, so I imagined that he would like it too.
“Oh god, Celine,” He moaned. “That feels good.”
I could feel his erection pressing against my butt. I could have s*x with him right now. But what if I wasn’t up for that? That might be too deep of a dive. Maybe I could work my way there. I tried to remember what Enzo said about bases.
I think hands are supposed to touch private parts first. I could handle that.
I kissed up to Grey’s ear. “I need you to touch me,” I whispered. “I need you, Grey.”
“Really?” He asked. “Touch you where?”
We were now on our sides, facing each other. I pressed my lips against his and guided his hand up my dress, between my legs.
“Are you sure?” Grey breathed. I nodded with a smile on my face.
His fingers slipped in my underwear and started rubbing me slowly. My thighs clamped together when I felt a sudden jolt of pleasure. I whimpered loudly as I squirmed.
Grey started going faster as he watched me with a possessed expression. He liked watching me come undone.
“Oh Grey!” I shuddered.
“You like it?” He grinned.
“Yes…”
I made the rash decision to reach into Grey’s pants and grabbed his p***s.
“Celine!” He gasped.
Somehow I knew exactly what to do. I started moving my hand back and forth, slowly at first.
Grey’s eyes rolled back in his head as he started rubbing me faster. My hips bucked wildly as I stroked him even faster. I think it would feel better that way.
His fingers slipped inside of me and I nearly convulsed.
“I want to be inside you,” Grey moaned. “You’re so tight.”
“That’s so good, Grey!” I whined. “Faster.”
He was using both hands now. One to rub and the other finger me. I twisted my hand over his shaft, causing him to hiss with pleasure.
I felt overcome with desire and passion. Almost like I did when I was kissing Enzo.
“Finger me harder!” I commanded, desperate for the release everyone talks about.
“Imagine it’s my d**k,” Grey whispered in my ear. “Ramming into you so deep. Is that what you want?”
Maybe it was! But I had to slow down. His fingers stretching me out already had a tingling pain to it. His whole p***s might kill me or something!
“I want you, Grey.” I kissed him. “Do my hands feel good on you?”
“So f*****g good. Jerk me off faster, baby. I’m so close.”
I think I was too. Something was pulling in my lower stomach. It was a strange ache I had never felt before.
“Grey…I feel something…”
“Yeah you’re close Celine. Baby just lose it…cum on my fingers.”
I had never heard Grey be so filthy with his words. I guess s****l situations made him that way. I kind of liked it.
It reminded me of Enzo.
Suddenly I felt like a dam was bursting in my body. My legs were shaking violently and my eyes shot to the back of my head as I writhed and desperately tried to catch my breath. I swear I was screaming!
It felt so incredible and yet scary. I had literally never felt that amazing!
My hand kept moving and seconds later, Grey was moaning louder and then shaking just like I had.
“C-Celine!” He choked out.
I felt warm liquid shoot into my hand as he climaxed. I had actually given him an orgasm! That made me feel incredibly powerful. The innocent little angel could get a little dirty!
I deserve white wings just for doing it.
“Oh wow,” Grey breathed. “That was…whew. I’m uh really we did that. Was it um good for you too?”
“I have never felt that good before.” I smiled.
Grey pulled his fingers out of me and licked them. “You taste immaculate.”
“Really? Thank you. Should I lick my hand too?”
“Oh, no that’s okay. Um, let me get you a towel.” Grey carefully rolled out of bed and waddled to the bathroom, his p***s still out.
I think it looked very nice.
Grey cleaned up my hand and kissed me. “That was really amazing, Celine.”
“I liked it too. You have great fingers.”
“My tongue is even better and I hope my d**k is even better than that.” He grinned.
“I can’t wait to find out.”
***
I did feel kind of different after my orgasm.
A little lighter and happier. Enzo had many orgasms in his lifetime. Why wasn’t he this happy every day?
“Well don’t you just look joyous?” Enzo sneered when we were alone.
He had been strange all day, honestly. I wasn’t sure why.
“Yes, I feel very joyous. I had a very nice night.”
“Yeah I heard,”
“What does that mean?”
“Grey told me all about your night together. What kind of angel jerks off a guy huh? I thought you were an innocent little virgin.”
“I am, but you said I should learn more about s*x and now I am. You don’t get to be upset about that.”
“You should be upset that Grey is blabbing about making you cum.” Enzo hissed.
“He didn’t blab, he only told you!” I shot back. “Why don’t you want me to be happy, Enzo?”
“I do! Just not with him!”
“Yeah, then who with?”
“Alpha Enzo!” Pierce hurried over to us. “I have great news.”
“And that is?” Enzo huffed.
“Our tracers found the castle where Duchess Sela resides. We can now make the quest to go find her.”
I smiled. “Really? When do we leave?”
“Tomorrow.”