Something Missing (Enzo's POV)
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I had to get my s**t together.
A wonderful girl loved me. She was smart, kind of funny, very beautiful and pretty good in the bedroom. She was everything that I had ever needed in a mate. I never thought I’d actually find her.
Mira didn’t annoy me, wasn’t too clingy and her breasts were pretty perfect. This time I couldn’t find an actual good reason for me not wanting to be with her. This should have been so easy. I would fall in love with her, she’d be my Luna and we’d create an heir together.
So why was my attention so heavily on my goddamn guardian angel?
Celine was everything I would never want in a mate. Bubbly, affectionate, she laughed way too much. And oh my god she was so pushy! She was always telling me what to do and trying to make me fall in love. She was so f*****g annoying!
And then all at once she wasn’t. She was so sweet and she cared so much about me. She made me smile and want to be a better person so that I could save her. She was my best friend.
But after opening up to her about Rafe, suddenly I had all these feelings. I didn’t want to tell Celine the truth because I didn’t want her to look at me any differently than before.
She didn’t.
That’s why I kissed her, which unlocked a whole mess of other feelings that I had no idea how to handle. And now here I was pretty sure I had real feelings for my guardian angel.
And I just hoped she had those same feelings for me.
***
“So…do you think you’re in love yet?” Celine whispered.
“I could be,” I grinned.
“Really?”
I laughed. “Not just yet, Celine. You’re stuck with me for a while longer.”
She huffed in that adorable way she always did when she was upset.
“Well how long do you think that will be?” Celine questioned. “I am on a time limit.”
“I know that, and you will be home by then, I can assure you of that.” I stated.
Celine squinted. “Okay then, Enzo. Just remember, priorities.”
“My priorities are to save the world from my horrible brother.”
“I think he could just be misunderstood.”
“He killed my father, Celine.”
“Right, sorry. I just…I guess I like seeing the best in everyone sometimes.”
“Sometimes? I think you mean all the time.” I chuckled.
“I knew you could be better and look at you: almost in love.” She smiled happily.
“Emphasis on ‘almost’.”
“Well please do what you can to make it happen, Enzo.”
She got up. “Where are you going?”
“Go to see Grey.”
My smile faded.
I hated that she and Grey were hooking up. It bothered me beyond belief. I mean I knew Grey was a very handsome and great guy, but what did he have that I didn’t?
I guess he was pretty nice and understanding. Way more soft spoken than I was. He made her smile.
I should be happy that Celine was happy, but I wasn’t.
***
“Oh Enzo!” Mira moaned as she writhed around.
I was going down on her, and I guess I was doing a good job. Unfortunately my mind was on Celine and how I just wanted to be in the same room as her right now. This was getting out of hand.
“Right there, Enzo!”
I stayed in the same place as I gripped her hips tightly. I decided to put more passion into it. Mira gasped as she gripped my hair tightly.
I suppose Celine was right about me needing to go down on girls longer. Mira always liked it.
“Enzo…oh I’m close!”
Thank goodness, I was ready to f**k already.
Mira’s body started to shake wildly as she practically squealed and whined. I kept going until I felt that she was coming down.
I kissed up her body and positioned myself between her legs before pushing inside of her.
“Oh f**k!” I whispered as I shut my eyes.
It was strange because physically it felt good, but something was missing. Something was always missing though. Maybe that’s why I couldn’t fall in love with Mira. There was a missing piece.
“Yes, Enzo. Just like that!” Mira cooed.
Right I was having s*x.
How could I finish? My mind and body were at such a disconnect in a way they never had been before.
I looked down at Mira. She looked incredibly hot taking my d**k. She was biting her lip and moaning my name just the way I liked girls to do and yet it was doing nothing to me.
Was I now incapable of getting off?
I put my lips on Mira’s neck and closed my eyes again.
Suddenly Celine flashed through my mind. Her sweet smile, that curly auburn hair, her breasts in all those corsets she wore. I always knew Celine was attractive but I was now realizing she was kind of…sexy?
I thought about her lips and how she would bite the lower one when she was nervous. How her delicate hands would touch my back when she hugged me. Her legs in those tiny little shorts when we were training. She would bend over for something and almost give me a show.
I pumped faster, getting increasingly more turned on. Now I was into this.
“Oh Enzo!” Mira whimpered.
“Shh, baby shh!” If I heard her voice, she would ruin this for me.
I shut my eyes even tighter. There Celine was again. I could see her in front of me when I kissed her the second time. I could feel my hands on her waist as we kissed. I remembered that insane excitement when she kissed me back. I shivered thinking about her tongue snaking around my own.
And then when I made her touch me, there was pure excitement in her eyes. She could have pulled her hand away at any moment, but she didn't. I knew she wanted to go further. To slip her hands in my pants and grab my d**k while I fingered her. Though she was so innocent, I knew she could keep up with me in bed. She might teach me a thing or two, in fact.
My moans were louder than ever at that point. I was getting way too much pleasure from thinking of Celine.
I imagined if Celine finally gave into what was going on between us. If she let me push her down on a bed and make love to her. I’d touch that perfect body and her soft hands would grab and grope me in return.
I could hear her soft voice in my ear. Begging me to go faster, encouraging me to go harder, telling me she needed me.
Fuck I need her to need me.
I gasped as my orgasm hit me suddenly. I hadn’t expected to finish that fast. I never finished that fast. I slowly opened my eyes and Mira was looking up at me in confusion.
“Babe, did you just finish?” She questioned.
“I’m sorry, baby, you just…you really turned me on.” I lied, breathing heavily.
I collapsed next to her, feeling kind of horrible, but also insanely good.
“Do you want to go again?” Mira asked.
“Um, yeah, in a bit,” I muttered.
As long as I could think about Celine again, I could definitely handle another round.
***
“So…things with you and Celine…how are they going?” I asked Grey.
“Um, just fine.”
“Have you guys done anything?”
“Not that much.” Grey shifted uncomfortably.
“Come on, Grey, we’re best friends, we can talk about stuff like this. I mean we talk about girls all the time.”
“I thought it would be kind of weird for me to talk about the things I do with your other best friend.” He admitted.
Oh it would be very weird. However, I had to know exactly what was going on with them before I decided what I needed to do next.
“No, it’s not weird at all, man,” I assured him. “So what’s really going on?”
“I kind of…gave Celine an orgasm last night.”
“What?!”
“Yeah, she went to get some water and then she came back to our room and was all over me. She asked me to touch her. I mean she was guiding my hand between her legs. And then…”
“Then what?” I pressed.
“Well then she started touching me…you know my d**k. She was jerking me off and saying my name. It was really hot, dude. And she finished and then I did too.”
“Wow.”
“Yeah, I think we’re gonna have s*x soon.” Grey grinned. “I can’t believe it. I mean she seems so sweet and innocent and then last night she was like a vixen. She was saying some kind of dirty things.”
“Like what?”
“Well she said she want me to f-”
“Hey guys!” Celine sat down with us. “What are you talking about?”
“How pretty you are.” Grey winked at her before kissing her.
A jolt of jealousy surged through me.
So last night while I was imagining having s*x with Celine she was actually getting s****l with Grey? How sick was that?
“How are you feeling Enzo?” Celine asked.
“Fine. Mira and I are great, so you’ll get what you want soon enough.”
“Good.”
“Um, I’m actually gonna go find her. See you guys later.” I stalked away.
When I turned around to look at them whispering to each other.
All at once I realized what was truly going on with me. Why there was something missing in my romantic life.
The missing piece was Celine.
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