The love that could't be.

Chapter 7

                                                                                       •KARSYN•

Hearing the door open I quickly stand up and see my father walking out of the room.

"YOU SON OF A b***h". I yelled hitting him and he pushed me back and walked off.

Getting up from off of the floor I rush into the room and see Ensley laying on the floor crying.

I try to touch her and she pushes me away.

"Get away". She cried balled up.

Standing up I go and grab the blanket off the bed and wrap her up in it.

"Oh honey". A voice said by the door.

Looking up I see my mother holding her hand on her chest as she walked in.

"Get out". I said as she bent down to check on Ensley.

"Please". I said looking over at her.

"O-okay". She said standing up before leaving out of the room closing the door.

"I'm so sorry". I said rubbing her head as she cried.

"Come on let's get you home". I said standing up and lifting her up bridal style.

Unlocking the door I walk out and down the stairs.

Walking out of the house I walk towards Ensley's house knocking on the door.

"Lord what happen". Mildred said opening the door wider so that I could walk in.

"M-my father he r-r***d her". I said laying her on the couch.

"I'm gonna kill him".Jimmy said trying to run out of the door.

"Stop just stop okay you gonna get yourself killed boy". She said blocking his way as he looked down at her breathing heavily.

"Go boil her some water ya hea". She said grabbing his face.

"I said do ya hea". She asked staring up at him.

"Yes ma'am". He said before walking away.

"I'm so sorry Ms.Mildred". I said wiping my eyes as I cried.

"It's okay child go on home now". She said opening the door.

Walking out I run home up the steps and up to my room.

Taking a quick bath I get in bed and close my eyes.

|2 hours later|

Tossing and turning I keep hearing  Ensley scream my name for help and I try to push the door open I try really but it doesn't open.

Sitting up I slip on my shoes and sneak down to the kitchen.

Pulling the knife out of the knife stand I quietly walk up to my parents room.

Slowly opening the door I walk over to his side and hold the Knife up.

"Karsyn, Karsyn what are you doing honey".I heard my mother say which cause me to quickly drop the knife.

"Nothing". I said as she sat up.

"Well why don't you go back to your room".She said and I nodded walking out of the room.

Getting back in bed the door opens and my mother walks in taking a seat on the edge of the bed.

"You know I've thought about it too". She said looking down at her hands.

"Thought about what". I ask with a confused look.

"Killing him". She said looking over at me.

"Then why didn't you do it". I ask sitting up a little bit.

"He threatened to give you away to another family when you were just a baby". She said as she started to tear up.

"You can do it now ma". I said and she shook her head no.

"He has people that will kill us if I do". She said grabbing my hand.

"One day I know you'll set those people free". She said causing me to smile.

"I will". I said nodding my head.

"Go on and get some sleep now". She said kissing my forehead before standing up.

"I love you Karsyn". She said standing by the door.

"I love you too ma". I said giving her a small smile.

Smiling back she walks out and closes the door behind her.

Lying down I look at the ceiling.

Would we be free if I would have killed him...