getting to know eachother
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STEFFI
I let myself fall on the couch. gosh what a crazy afternoon this was. I was a bit shocked when I realized that Brian was next to Lucci I think she was not aware of it. after i said that lucci could have the lolly she turned to brian and with the sweetest smile she said thank you very much sir and happily skipped off again. Brian and I looked at each other a bit akward. I decided to give Brain a smile and asked if he would sit whit me he nodded and sat next to me. we talk about the weather how our day was even our favorite colors were discussed. when i looked at my watch i saw that a lot of time had passed i got up and said sorry i have to go home again. Brian got up and asked if I wanted to exchange numbers. I was surprised of course but I decided to agree. and now I'm sitting on the couch and staring at my phone would text me or something ?
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BRIAN
now i'm standing here in front of her house secretly in the bushes looking at the movement i see inside. why i asked if they wanted to exchange numbers i don't know. it came out of my mouth before i realized it. yes stupid stupid I keep saying it to myself these last 2 days even more than in all the centuries that I have already lived.
okay shout i send a text --doubt doubt --what should i do? okay i grab my phone and i just send something i start typing (hi hi) and delete it again (hey hey) and delete it again what should i send now? okay i start typing again (hey steffi i enjoyed it today and you?) i read the message 10 times and then finally press send.
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STEFFI
I am busy in the kitchen looking for the ingredients I need for our meal because I promised daisy today that I would cook .not something very difficult just a pasta. I find the pasta and let it slide into the pan with boiling water, the chicken is already on the fire. I already put the vegetables in. then I pick up my phone to see if I have received a message from daisy. I see a new message I click on it and read (hey steffi I enjoyed it today and you?) okay no name crazy but it can only be one person and that's brian. my heart starts to beat a little faster I quickly put my phone down I do not know how to respond, but first i whil finish the meal. when the pasta is ready I pick up my phone again I think for a long time and then i begin to type (hey brian I had a lot of fun with you) I look 2 long minutes at my message and then press send.I stare at my phone for a moment and see a text message coming in I click on it and read (I can pick you up to go to school together if you want?) without thinking a bit about my answer I type ( I would like that very much) and immediately press send and then I feel my nerves increase oh no, why did I send that so quickly I would probably seem terribly desperate why did I do that?
nervous I look at my phone and then his answer comes in I click and read (luckily I would also really like it) I have to laugh at his answer what is wrong whit us we hardly know each other and this is only the 2nd day that we have seen each other.
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BRIAN
I'm sitting behind my piano thinking about what's going on but I can't find an answer for myself I was standing at her house in the bushes so stupid i know and then those text messages yes that was completely crazy I really don't know whats got into me. where did that all come from i really don't know myself. I pick up my phone and look again at our messages I read them and then look up I see myself in the mirror why do I have such a ridiculous grin why does this girl do so much to me and why can't I stay away from her. I would lie to myself if I said okay not again tonight . but I really know that tonight I am waiting in front of her house until I see that she is sleeping and then go back inside through te roofwindow and then of course again the whole night gonna stare at her like a madly in love i***t . would that be it? am i in love? and then like thunder in a clear sky comes the realization I am in love !!!
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STEFFI
like a kind of zombie I prepare my sleeping stuff, I really don't think about it. I think about him and our messages. I walk into the bathroom and undress. I stop to look at the mirror. yes what is wrong with me I hardly recognize myself anymore. My phone pings. I grab him and for a moment my heart rate goes up, would it be him? I look in the mirror my eyes are big my cheeks are red. what an effect he has on me I look like those teenagers in love from those cheap chickflik movies. and then when the realization comes in and I keep staring at myself in the Mirror and my eyes widen even more realize it really well. i am really in love !!!!
I don't know how long I've been staring at myself here now, but I'm getting really cold now. time to finally step into the shower..
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