An Idol's Love

He's A Star Now

LORELEI’S POINT OF VIEW

Months have passed ever since Blaze got cast as the main character for his first-ever series and ever since Blaze got cast in that series, I can clearly see how drastic his change was. In his first month of shooting, Blaze is still the same when he got home but when he left again for the second half of their shooting and comes home again Blaze started to change. He started to get so sulky and acting so annoyed towards me even though I am not doing anything to him, but also he will console me after acting like that. Blaze became so bipolar and honestly, I hate it so much, I try to ask him what happened to him in his work but he will just tell me ‘nothing happened’ even though I can clearly see that ‘something’ happened to him in his work. The first episode of his series has aired already last week and honestly, it blew the whole internet! It already captivated a lot of attention not only in our country but also to some near countries from ours. Because of the popularity their series have gained, Blaze got officially hired by some agency that is going to manage him and his acting career.

“Lei, do you want to eat something?” I only came back to my senses when I heard Blaze’s voice from my back so I turned around first to look at him before answering.

“Nah, I don’t want to eat anything. By the way, I will go to my room now,” I said as I stand up from the couch and was about to head upstairs when Blaze called me again.

“Hmm, what is it?” I asked him while looking at him acting uncomfortable.

“Nothing, I just want to say I love you.” He said which surprised me because ever since he came home he didn’t even utter those words. I didn’t know what to say because honestly, I feel like there is a big gap between us ever since he became so famous and I feel like I am looking at the Blaze I didn’t even meet before.

“Yeah, goodnight by the way,” I said and then immediately turned around and run my way towards my room. I heard that he is still calling my name but I just neglect it and continue on running until I reached my room. As I head inside, I immediately locked my room and head towards my bed. As I lay on my bed, my tears immediately fall from my eyes so I immediately wiped them away because I didn’t know why am I crying.

“Lei, please open the door. I need to talk to you.” I heard Blaze’s voice from the outside of my room but I just neglect him and cover my ears using my pillow. I can still hear his voice under my pillow and there’s this urge within me that wanted to head outside my room and listen to what he wants to say.

“AH! Fine I will listen to him!” I said to myself as I removed harshly the pillow covering my face. I run towards my room’s door and opened it slowly.

“Lei.” Blaze said as he saw me opened the door for him.

“What is it?” I asked him while looking into his eyes.

“I am so sorry about what happened these past few days I just, I am just stressed over my work and you know about that.” He said.

“Yeah, I understand. Is there anything you want to say?” I asked him when he looks like there is something that he wanted to say but he looks so hesitant to do so.

“Nothing, I just want to tell you that whatever happens in the future, always remember that I love you okay?” He said which made me blushed because for the first time ever since he got home, this is the very first time I saw the old Blaze, the Blaze that I used to love and continue on loving up to this day. Without any words, escaping from my mouth I immediately run to him and hugged him so tight.

“I’m sorry Lei, I am so sorry.” He said continuously while hugging me so tight. I am just shaking my head while it is buried in his chest while I am still hugging him so tight.

“You don’t need to apologize, Blaze, I understand that you are so busy and I know you are also pressured by your management to accept a lot of endorsements,” I said and then looked at him.

“Thank you so much for understanding me Lei, thank you so much.” He said while smiling at me.

“Nah, I told you before right? That I will support you no matter what happens and thank you so much for waking the s**t out of me. I almost lost my faith in you, my faith in our relationship.” I said

“It was because of me. I am so sorry for letting you meet the other side of me which I didn’t show to you before.” He said but I just shake my head at him before speaking.

“No, it’s fine Blaze, it’s fine. Just promised me that you won’t let that happen again, please promised me.” I said.

“Hmm, I promised it won’t happen again okay? I am sorry for scaring you and pushing you away from me.” He said

“Thank you, Blaze, I love you so much,” I said while smiling at him.

“Hmm, I love you more Lei, I love you more.” He said and then hugged me again so tight. After that, we decided to head downstairs again and he told me that he will cook something for me to get back to the days that we lost while he’s gone and while he is not his usual self.

“Dinner is ready!” Blaze said with full of energy while holding the plates of our food.

“Wow! What did you cook?” I asked him before he puts down the plate in front of me and my eyes automatically widens when I saw the dish on the plate.

“It is Aunt Ezra’s specialty.” He said so proudly.

“Wow! How are you able to cooks this? My mom didn’t even teach me how to cook this because she told me that she is the only one that can cook this for us.” I asked him with full of amusement in my voice.

“Well, whenever I see you eating this dish I can clearly see how you enjoy this so I decided to ask Aunt Ezra about the recipe but she also told me the same thing. Since I can’t get the recipe from your mom, I decided to get the ingredients by myself from eating it. Every time Aunt Ezra will serve this dish, I will challenge myself to confirm one ingredient from it until I got it all and try it a lot of times until it comes to this perfection.” He said which made me smiled because of his effort just to serve this dish to me.

“You are so amazing Blaze! I didn’t even know what to say because of the amusement that I am feeling.” I said while looking at him and smiling at him like a child.

“I can just pull something like this because of you Lei. I want to give everything to you just to make you smile and make you proud of me.” He said which made melts my heart because of what he just said.

“Blaze,” I said using the sweetest voice of mine.

“Why are you crying?” He asked me as he stands up from his seat and wiped my tears using his bare hand.

“I just, I just feel so happy having you as my boyfriend Blaze because of the way you take care of me and to your unconditional love,” I said and then hugged him while he is standing in front of me. I feel that he is caressing my hair while hushing me down because I started to cry like a little girl.

“I promised to you before right? That I will love you and take care of you until to my very last breath, so that’s what I am just doing fulfilling my promise to you.” He said which made me more emotional and wasn’t able to utter any single word.

“Stop crying now okay? Our food will get cold now and I know you didn’t like eating your cold food.” He said and then kneeled in front of me to wiped the tears on my eyes using his bare hands.

“Hmm, let’s eat,” I said while smiling at him. After he wiped the tears on my eyes, he kissed me on my forehead first before heading back to his seat. As he sits back on his seat, he immediately put food on my plate before putting on his and after that, we started to eat, and honestly, it tastes so good.

“Wow! It tastes so good Blaze!” I said which made him smiled and scratched his head.

“Really? That is good to hear then. Enjoy your food okay? Oh, and also I bought ice cream earlier so we have dessert after eating our main dish.” He said which made me smiled.

“Okay, what’s the flavor?” I asked him before taking another bite of my food.

“What’s your favorite flavor?” He asked me which made me smiled before answering him.

“Matcha?” I said and then he just nods at me which made me smiled again.

“Yeah, so eat your food now and we can have the ice cream later.” He said so I just nod at him again and continue on eating my food. As promised, after eating the food, Blaze served us the ice cream he bought and I was so happy while we are eating the ice cream together and watching our favorite movie like we used to be.

“By the way, I need to go to work tomorrow because I have a shooting for this beauty product’s commercial.” He said which made me looked at him.

“What time are you going to leave?” I asked him

“Hmm, my manager told me that the shooting will start after lunchtime so I guess, I need to leave here maybe before 7:00 in the morning since the shooting place is just near from here.” He said and then looked at me.

“Okay, take care on your way there okay?” I said and then he just nods at me before we looked back on the television.

“By the way, I also asked my manager if I can take you with me and he told me that I can, so do you want to come?” He asked me which made me so happy and jumped to him to hugged him so tight.

“Oh my goodness! Are you for real?!” I asked him with full of excitement in my voice and then he just nods at me while smiling at me.

“Yeah! I also want them to meet you.” He said which made me blushed because of what he just said.

“So, do you want to come?” He asked me again when I remained quiet for a long time.

“Of course Blaze! I would love to come with you!” I said and then hugged him again so tight.

“That is good to hear then. I am so excited because finally, they will be able to meet you.” He said which made me smiled.

“By the way, do they know that you already have a girlfriend?” I asked him while we continue watching the movie.

“Yeah, ever since day one I started to work I already told them that I already have a girlfriend.” He said which made me smiled.

“But isn’t that bad for you? Having a girlfriend already?” I asked him which made him looked at me.

“Yeah, my fans will surely hate it once they knew about it so my manager told me that if it’s fine for you we can hide this relationship for a while.” He said which I already expected.

“It’s fine Blaze, as long as at the end of the day you are still mine and I am yours, I am fine with that,” I said which made him smiled.

“Thank you for understanding me Lei, but don’t worry my manager is not against us, in fact, she is dying to meet you so I decided to take you with me tomorrow.” He said.

“That is such a privilege for me Blaze, meeting the one who’s handling you,” I said while smiling at him.

“Then, after this movie do you want to head to the mall first?” He asked me which made me frowned.

“Why?” I asked him and then he grabbed both of my hands first before answering me.

“Well, I want to buy some clothes for my shooting tomorrow and I want you to pick my dress.” He said which made me smiled.

“Oh Blaze, you didn’t know how I wanted to do that! Then, let’s go!” I said which made him smiled. After that, we just finished watching the movie first and then changed our clothes. Since Blaze already made his name here in our country, he needs to head outside in disguise because we didn’t want to get attack by his fans as well as paparazzi to see him with some girl.

“Can you still recognize me?” He asked me after putting on his disguise.

“Nah, you look like a completely different person!” I said while looking at him.

“Then, let’s go?” He said while laying his hand in front of me so I immediately grabbed it and then we head outside our house together and head to the parking lot. We decided to use my car instead of his because he told me that the public already knew his car so it’s not safe if we will use his car.

“Are you sure we are safe going to the public place?” I asked him while we are on our way to the mall.

“Yeah, don’t worry we’re safe. If ever my disguise will not work for us, there are already guards in the mall who is going to guard us while we are walking inside the mall.” He said which made me smile.

“That is good to hear then,” I said and then looked outside the window. After a few minutes of traveling, we finally arrived at the mall, and honestly I feel so nervous right now.

“Hey, are you okay?” Blaze asked me while we are walking inside the mall.

“Yeah, I just kind of feel nervous,” I said which made him smiled.

“Don’t worry Lei, can you see the man standing over there?” He asked me while pointing at the man looking around.

“Hmm, why?” I asked him.

“Well, he is one of the guards I am talking about you earlier.” He said

“Oh! So did they already know that we’re here?” I asked him.

“No, but we will approach him to tell him where we are going so they can guard us.” He said so I just nod at him and then we started to walk towards the man he is talking about. As we arrived where the man was, Blaze just nods at him as well as the man to Blaze and then we started to walk again towards the men’s clothing.

“That’s it?” I asked him.

“Yeah, don’t worry they are already watching us so stop worrying about me okay?” He said so I just nod at him and somehow started to calm down. As we arrived at the men’s clothing I started to look for his clothes and honestly this is so much fun! Picking my boyfriend’s dress for his work, what a wifely thing!

“By the way after this, let’s head to the women’s department.” He said which made me frowned.

“Why?” I asked him trying to restrain my jealousy because it looks like he is going to buy clothes for his co-worker.

“I want to buy clothes for you.” He said which made me stopped searching for his clothes because of what he just said.

“For me?” I asked him and he just nods at me while frowning.

“Yeah, why? Is there anything wrong with that?” He asked me which made me blushed because I easily got jealous and over think and honestly it’s kind of embarrassing.

“There’s no need for that Blaze,” I said but he walks towards me and grabbed both of my hands while smiling at me.

“I want to, please let me buy some dresses for you.” He said so I just nod at him while smiling.

“Thank you so much Blaze, by the way, check these clothes I picked for you,” I said and then handed him the clothes I picked so far.

“I will buy these all and I guess these are fine now. So let’s head to the women’s department now okay?” He said so I just nod at him and then we started to walk towards the women’s department and then he started to pick a lot of clothes for me. After buying his and my clothes, Blaze paid for all of them and after that, we decided to get some snacks before heading back home.