Layla Whispercrest
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That was indeed true.
I wasn’t supposed to enjoy it. From my moans it was far from that. Why did I do that?
I asked myself that question not liking the fact that it seemed like I did this with other intentions. Deep down, I knew my wolf liked whatever he did.
“I’m sorry.”
A timid sound came from me that moment with my eyes staring at him. It seemed like he was angry but exactly at that moment I saw his horn go right inside. His eyes which glittered yellow also went normal.
“I’d consider that apology, seeing you’re already wet for me.” he said still with his head in between my thighs. He sighed settling his hands amidst my wetness.
At his unfiltered words my eyes widened a bit, already searching for what to say. I noticed his fingers nudged my entrance.
My wolf felt the warmth and immediately commenced drawing herself nearer. I resisted it trying to keep her at bay when he inserted a finger inside me.
“Alpha Jaxon,” I breathed out.
“What is it, Layla?”
I gasped swallowing it that instant remembering his words. I wasn’t supposed to enjoy it. He then slid the finger inwards and also outwards making me tremble.
“I...”
“You what?” he asked taking another finger inside me making me shriek in pain. However, the pain was only for a brief moment as electricity rippled through me.
“I don’t know what is happening to me.” With an intense stare, I said.
Alpha Jaxon brought his lips towards my ears in a whisper. “You do not have to be scared, Layla. I’m preparing you for our mating.”
Enjoying the sensation, I closed my eyes and he continued the strokes. Going slowly at first, he became entirely fast kissing my ear lobes as he stroked me.
His fingers went in my p***y and for a minute he withdrew from my ears staring at me, with a primal gaze. I looked directly at him only to see an expression of wanting written on his face.
“Okay...” I trailed out wondering if this was how a child was made. I heard they had to join their parts together.
Or was it when we finally mated he was going to give that part of him?
As I thought of this, Alpha Jaxon paused taking my hands to his lower stomach. He didn’t stop until I felt something hard. “Look.” he said. “Feel what will soon be buried deep inside of you.”
I wriggled my brows feeling my cheeks fluster. It was probably a red color by now. This was embarrassing.
“How does it feel?” I said spreading my hands on his hardened length.
“You’ll answer for yourself on that day.” Alpha Jaxon replied with a grin.
He pulled his fingers out slowly. As he did those, my hands gripped the satin bed sheet trying to tame my wolf.
She seemed to want more of him.
I told her to stop. But, she was having none of it. She seemed to want him to do more of whatever he was doing. She wasn’t even afraid.
It wasn’t normal. I knew it. It certainly had to do with the imprinting. I could feel it ripple through my wrists.
The bond…
It felt surreal making it seem like this was the most important thing in my life.
“Get up.”
I stood up at his words. “You can get dressed now.” he added making me nod at him. “You’re also dismissed.”
I commenced adjusting my clothes. In a minute I was done with facing the entrance with some words on my mind.
Among the words he said… why did the last part hurt?
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As soon as I got to my room I went to clean up. The next thing that happened was me, pacing up and down my room.
It was like I expected something. This was making me go crazy. The fact that I was unaware of what I was currently doing.
I didn’t even know what it was. That knowledge made me want to scream. I needed a guide. I needed an assistant.
From what I experienced no one could be trusted. With this face, what was I supposed to do?
I walked to my room’s door that minute.
“Harald?” I whispered. I waited but there was no answer. “Harald!!” I gasped this time.
“Yes. My luna?” an answer came from outside.
“Please come in.”
I straightened my chin at my words maintaining a confident posture as he walked in. He went on by bowing. “You called for me, luna. Is there anything I can help you with?”
“I want to learn the ways of a man and woman.”
“What could you possibly mean by that? I presumed you called me to get an update on Melody.”
“Melody could wait for I could lose my mind if I do not know this works. Tell me, is there anything between an alpha and luna, I should know?” I asked desperately hoping he gave a truthful reply.
“Can you explain in detail what you’re talking about, so I use my years of expertise, luna?” he said.
“The Alpha, he...” I paused thinking of how he tore my clothes. “... did these things, I think it has to do with the consummation of us both and I’m not sure of how to react because he won’t let me. I do not know what to do, and think I might be losing my mind.”
“He won’t let you react? I’m afraid I do not know what you mean, luna.” he said with a confused look.
I stood up walking to him, “Take for instance I hit you,” I gave him a slight pat on his shoulders.
“Ow,” he said rubbing it.
“Exactly, you’re supposed to make that noise right?”
“Correct, my luna. It’s reflex.” he answered.
“He doesn’t allow me to react. He makes me feel like it’s an abomination to voice out what I feel. What do you think this could be? Is there something wrong with me?” I let out.
“Not at all, my luna.” Harold replied.
“Then what is this all about? Do you think he hates me?” I said moving back to my seat. I sat down with searching eyes completely clueless on why he was making me suffer.
“Of course not, you’re his mate. You’re the thing he cherishes most in his life.”
“Then what is wrong?” I muttered smoothing my hands across my gown.
“I think it has to do with the tale, my luna.”
“What tale could this possibly be?” I said. This was the second time someone was mentioning this. I really wanted to know.
“The tale of the devil’s city.” he said with a smile, “The alpha liberated Creed pack from slavery, with the help of the devil city’s folks... he became a legend acquiring several lands spreading across the seas.”
“This tale of yours... Is this the reason for all of this?”
“Of course not, my Luna. From my perception, I think the people around him made him feel unworthy.”
My heart softened as he said those words.
“What do you mean?”
“The alpha grew up as a different breed. You should know how people react to stuff they think is different from them.”
“Are you saying this made him feel isolated?” I folded my arms asking.
“I presume, my luna.” Some flashback came in my mind. I recalled that the minute Alpha Jaxon had seen me, he imprinted me.
It made it seem like he was overly excited. For someone that felt alone throughout his lifetime, a mate seemed comforting. Why didn’t I think of this?
Maybe this was why he gave me those rules. This was the real reason behind his insisting that I followed his rules accordingly.
Do not make me laugh or smile, give me a baby, remove your clothes as soon as you enter your chambers.
“I need to see the Alpha.” I said with a determined glance this time. Harald occupied his face with a questionable expression.
“I don’t think that is the answer to this now, luna. There are indeed more ways to approach this. Taking the fact that you just came from his chambers.” he said.
“Then what do you suggest?” I asked, with the thought that he might be experienced. Than me at least.
“I think you should wait till you’re summoned next.” he said.
“Of what use will that be?” I asked hastily, my heart pacing anxiously.
“It’ll help you understand the Alpha more. Since you just left him, we should make his wolf miss you, crave your presence. In fact, you should be out of his grasp and not easy to get to.”
I took in his words finding comfort in them.
“I guess I should wait then,” I said looking around but I had nothing to do. Except for one thing though. “Has Melody been arrested by the way?”
“Yes, she’s in the dungeons as we speak now.”
“Good. Take me to her.”