The K is for Karma

4.

-T 

After getting back home from the mall with Kota, again I just couldn't be there with her alone like it didn't feel right. Her pops kept us separate for a reason. She was never supposed to be in this lifestyle, granted no one knew where I laid my head I did a lot of s**t that she didn't need to know about, Kenny was a different story she was from the hood and was a hood b***h at the end of the day. She knew how to hold her own, sitting in the driver seat of my car for a second I thought about her. Picking up my phone I decided to call her and see if I could come by for a while to get out of my head for a while. 

"Yo, what's good Ken?" I said as she answered the phone. "Hey Tommy," she replied in a flirty tone. "What the f**k did I tell you about calling me Tommy, Kenny?" I said with a bit of an attitude. " My bad "T", you know I didn't mean anything by it, I was just joking but I'm sorry I won't call you that again baby," she said quietly. I didn't mean to be mean and s**t but I didn't like people calling me my government name. "It's all good yo, but I was calling to see if I could come through for a while," I said. "Yes I'm home, I'll leave the door unlocked for you I'mma jump in the shower," She said excitedly. "Iight coo," I said and with that, I hung up. 

Cranking up my car I let the garage up and backed out, making sure to close the garage door. Plugging my phone in I turned on some of my music. She lived about fifteen minutes away so it didn't take long to get to her, just as she said the door was unlocked, walking into her spot she had candles lit I made sure to lock the door behind me. She didn't live in the best neighborhood but it also wasn't the worst. I tossed my keys on the coffee table and turned my phone on do not disturb, setting it next to my keys. I left my gun in the car there was no need to bring it in here. I trusted Ken enough to know she wasn't on no funny s**t. Walking into the little kitchen that was attached to the living room and opening the refrigerator it was basically empty, damn I thought to myself as I rubbed my stomach. I knew Kota and I just ate a lil minute ago but a nigga was already starting to get hungry. Kenny and I had been kicking it for almost a year now, not that I think of it shorty never cooked for me. "Damn," I said aloud. Chuckling a bit, shorty prolly couldn't cook to save her f*****g life. The breakfast Kota made me was good as f**k I could use that right about now actually, Ken walked in the kitchen knocking me out of my thoughts. Seeing her naked glistening body made my hunger go away instantly. "Hey Daddy!" she said as she licked her lips slowly," "Yo, what's up ma?" I said back looking her up and down. 

Ken's body was amazing she had a slim waist and thick ass hips, with a fat ass to compliment them nicely, her frame was small but she was so thick in all the right places. Walking up to me she placed her small hands on my face bringing my face her hers slowly, licking the outline of my lips she began to kiss me deeply, picking her up I carried her to the sectional that was in the living room, laying her down on the couch, she got on her knees as I took my shirt off, I guess a nigga was moving to slow because she placed her small hands on the waist of my pants yanking them down hungrily. Releasing my d**k from my boxers she quickly took it into her mouth, causing me to brick up instantly. Looking down at her suck slowly making sure she paid extra attention to the tip just how I liked it, she was a f*****g beast at sucking d**k, I swear that alone kept my ass around, leaning my head back a little I closed my eyes to relax. Hearing her slurping sounds were so f*****g sexy, she was using her small hands to go up and down semi-hard but still making sure to be soft enough.  

A hard ass knock at the door caused me to jerk away from her grip, pulling my pants up quickly I wasn't about to be caught slipping. "f**k, umm T be quiet please," she said looking up at me terrified. "f**k you mean be quiet, do you know who the f**k I am?" I gritted back at her. "b***h I HEAR YOU IN THERE, IS THAT A NIGGA VOICE I HEAR HOE?" the dude's voice said now yelling at the top of his lungs. "Go put some f*****g clothes on man," I said to her as I made my way to her bathroom, I slowly lifted up the ceiling tile putting my hand in there feeling around for the gun I stashed in there, I didn't bring my gun in her s**t but I always had to be ready, grabbing it down and c*****g it back I walked back to the living room, he was still banging on the door at this point it was getting on my f*****g nerves, I didn't know what the f**k she had going on but I knew after tonight I wouldn't be f*****g with her ass anymore. Snatching the door open I raised the gun bringing it directly to the person's head. "WHAT THE FUC...," I didn't even let the words leave his mouth as I hit him with the butt of the gun causing his mouth to immediately start gushing. 

His hands went up in defense, as he looked into my dark eyes, it was the same f**k nigga from the mall, yo this dude was all over the f*****g place like a f*****g roach. He covered his mouth with his hand to try and stop the bleeding but it wasn't working, I just looked at him in disgust he was just trying to get at K today in the mall, but the whole time he was in a whole ass relationship with my so-called b***h.  Ken came from the back now crying and saying all kinds of I'm sorries, trying to explain that he didn't mean anything to her how she loved me, just dumb s**t I didn't want to hear. The dude's name was Marcus, he was just a low-level f**k nigga that I never let get down with me and my crew. His ass wasn't to be trusted he was known for robbing, stealing, killing people for no reason. If she wanted this nigga then by all means. Walking back into her spot I grabbed my keys and phone off the coffee table stuffing my phone into my pocket. Ignoring all of her begging and pleading she tried to grab my arm but I quickly snatched away from her. "b***h, don't put your f*****g hands on me, I'm so good on yo ass. Now I have to go get tested, man f**k wrong with you. I bought this whole ass apartment I bought that f*****g whip you driving, you wouldn't have had s**t if it weren't for me, but you know what? Keep the s**t and lose my f*****g number," I said as I made my way out of her apartment. Marcus's ass was still standing there trying to stop all the bleeding that was still coming from his mouth. " My bad bro I didn't mean to have yo s**t leaking like that, go in there I'm sure shorty will help you get it together," I said laughing as I passed him completely walking out of the door, I placed the gun in the waistband of my pants and I jogged down the steps two at a time. 

Hopping into my car I plugged my phone back into the car to listen to music, before pulling off I scrolled through my contacts deleting Kenny's number from my phone, also scrolling through all my pictures deleting any that I had of her in my camera roll. I liked her and thought that maybe one day we could turn this s**t into something real, but I see now that she was just a raggedy ungrateful b***h. Thinking to myself I just wasted two f*****g hours of my life. It was still kinda early so I decided to go ahead and get it over with I pulled into a chic fil a parking lot and googled the nearest clinic so I could go get tested. I couldn't trust this b***h, I didn't know how many people she was f*****g, that my bad for thinking I could trust her. Seeing that the only one that was open was a cool hour away I decided to just go and get it over with. But first I had to get some food, I was hungry as f**k again. I got myself two spicy chicken sandwiches, waffle fries, and some nuggets. My fridge at home was always fully stocked because I loved to eat so I knew Kota would be fine for now, but on my way from the clinic I would stop and grab her something to eat, that girl loved to eat I thought to myself as I paid for my food and drove off. 

Driving to the clinic I was getting pissed I even had to be doing this, I ate my food as I drove letting the music take me away from my anger. My mind wandered off to Kota, I wondered what she was doing right now, I knew she probably didn't understand why I left the way I did but I just didn't know how to be around her. If I should treat her like a little sister or a friend or just not get to close at all. She seemed to be so hurt from everything she had gone through, I didn't want to add to that stress. I pulled up to the clinic before I knew it, getting out of the car I made sure to grab all my trash from my food and tossed it into the bin on my way in. I signed in and took a seat it was a bit crowded but it didn't seem too bad. I pulled out my phone, completely forgetting I put it on do not disturb when I got to Ken's house, I turned it off and saw I had over a hundred missed calls and text messages from I assumed to be Kenny. I dismissed the calls, reading a few of the texts, but they just consisted of her saying how sorry she was, to please come back it's not what it looked like, just a bunch of bull s**t I didn't want to deal with, she was the f*****g reason I had to drive an hour just to get tested if I had something I would be killing her. I meant that s**t with my whole heart. 

"Tommy?" I heard a women say. Looking up I saw it was the last from the front desk. I got up and made my way to the front desk. " Have you been here before sir?" " No, I have not, I just came to get tested," I said in a hushed tone, everyone didn't need to know the reason I was here. "Oh okay, hun can you please fill this out, bring it back up with your insurance card and ID please," she said as she handed me a clipboard with a few papers attached to it." Oh, I don't have insurance, how much will it be?" I asked as I took the clipboard from her hands. " For a basic STD and STI check, it will be $150.00 but if you wanted to add all of the tests including HIV it will be another $50.00," she said nicely. " Okay coo I said pulling out $200.00 even, handing it over to her, "I don't need a receipt thanks," I said as I walked back over to my seat to quickly fill out the papers, It was only three pages so I got it done fairly quickly and brought them back up to her also handing her my ID. " Thank you, you can go ahead and have a seat and you will be called back shortly," she said handing me back my ID. 

The wait took another half-hour, but I just scrolled on my phone to preoccupy my wait. I got called back and got my blood drawn and had to pee in a cup, it wasn't too bad. I was out of there in about an hour's time but still had to drive another hour home. I drove home making sure to stop back off at Chic fil a to grab Kota something to eat. I got her two chicken sandwiches, waffle fries, nuggets, and a shake. It was dark by the time I made it but it wasn't too late so I figured she would still be up. Parking in the garage I grabbed the food making my way into the house through the garage. The smell of food instantly hit my nose as I walked in, Kota was standing at the stove in the smallest shorts id ever seen, half her ass was hanging out of the bottom as she sang along to the song that was playing from the speakers in the kitchen, she must have figured out the Bluetooth. She rocked her hips slowly to the music, this was the happiest I'd seen her since I've officially met her. Not wanting to scare her I closed the door softly. " Hey Fats, I brought you some food, but I see you are already in her throwing down," I said as I set the food bags down on the counter. " OH MY GOD, Tommy. she shouted. "You scared me, I didn't even hear you come in, I'm sorry I just got really hungry so I decided to make some spaghetti and catfish," she said turning around. Her long curly hair was piled in a high bun on the top of her head, she had some kind of pink s**t on her face it looked as if she was wearing a mask. " You don't have to apologize K it's all good, that s**t actually smells so fire, can I have some," I said as I walked closer to her. I could tell she didn't have on a bra. Her mid-sized titties were sitting up nicely I could see the outline of her n*****s poking threw the small shirt, she had on some fluffy socks to match, she honestly looked so cute. The times I saw her in the past she had a little more weight on her, now she was much thinner I could tell she wasn't eating well at all. Just the thought of it hurt my heart a little. "Yes, of course, you can have some. I made so much," she said. looking at me, she had a slightly weird look on her face. "You good?" I asked "Um yeah, I'm good she said using her arms to cover her body a little. I could tell she was shy and probably wasn't expecting me to be home before she went to sleep. Not wanting to make her more uncomfortable, I began to speak as I walked closer to her." Hey, I got you Chic Fil A, I can put it in the fridge if you want?" I said starting to walk past her to go to the fridge. "Umm no actually can I have it she said reaching for the bags, she walked closer to me her body brushing against mine I could smell how wonderful she smelled her skin was so smooth. I backed up quickly not wanting her to feel uncomfortable. 

We sat at the island eating in comfortable silence, she cleaned up the kitchen as she cooked so there wasn't anything left to clean besides our plates. "Hey, Kota I got our plates since you cooked," I said grabbing her plate and scraping it off in the garbage disposal. " Oh, okay Tommy, thanks so much. I'm going to go to bed now I'm getting a little tired. " Iight bet, no problem. I'll see you in the morning," I said.