SNEAK PEEK
Gabrielle's POV
I took onr last step up on the stairs then I stared at the door in front of me.
I bit my lower lip and reached for the handle before opening it.
Then, I pushed the door open and I felt the cool breeze of air.
I took a step and walked out as the cool air hit my skin.
I shivered a bit then I walked forward until I was by the railings.
I held on to the railings and I took a deep calming breath as I closed my eyes.
Breathe in.
Breathe out.
I opened my eyes again and looked up.
I'm starting to feel like I shouldn't be here.
I want to be here, I do.
But sometimes it feels as if it's better if I'm not here.
Like it's better if I just go back.
I do want to help out a lot more people but if being able to help more people means I'll be hurting one person as I stay, I don't think my conscience will be able to take it.
I sighed as I clenched on the railings.
I really do wish things were different.
A lot different.