Alone in the dark

Saving her

Aylas pov

I close my door and slide down the door as tears run my face 

“Joe i miss you!” I say to my self 

I dont know what i will do with out joe and my family but I guess i will figure it out 

I have to keep my pups safe and i have to keep my self safe so i can protect my pups 

I slowly pull my self together wipe my tears and head into the bathroom 

I strip down and step into the shower i let the hot water stream down my body 

I just cant get joe out of my head! He is flooding my mind my thoughts my heart 

I wash my hair and body and step out wrapping a towel around my hair and another around my body 

I head out of the bathroom and walk to my bed and set down on it i lay back thinking about Joe 

Knock knock*

I jump up

I look at the clock and it says 12:04pm 

“f**k i slept awhile” i say to my self as i head for the door

I look threw the peep hole and i see a young women 

I slowly crack open the door 

“Miss i am here to clean your room.” She says

“Well that wont be necessary but can i get clean towels and linnens i will be staying for a bit longer” i tell her with a smile 

She hands me about a dozen towels and fresh linnens and i close the door 

I look in the mirror and realize i am still in my towels from last night 

“Ugh” i say as i drop the towel to the floor 

I head for my bag and i pick out a cute outfit for the day 

I decided to wear a silk cami with ripped jeans and black dress boots and a red silk bra and panty set 

I look adorable minus my huge belly but even its cute 

I pick up my phone and turn it on 

980 missed calls 127 texts all from joe 

“Dear joe, 

Know that i love you more than you will ever know. Please know i will keep our pups safe but after what you did i cant come back no matter how bad it hurts me and how much i want you i cant! You should of never done what you did to me while i was pregnant! Your to honor your luna and pups not abuse them! I love you good bye” i hit send 

“Ayla, 

Please know i have no idea what is going on i couldnt stop something is not right dad thinks it could be a new power coming in he said its known to cause trouble controlling your anger, and other side effects even death i love you so f*****g much please come home baby i love you and i need you and our pups home so i can protect you and them!” Joe replys to me 

“I wish i could but right now i just cant trust that you wont do it again! I must protect my pups and my self please understand. Im going to let the moon goddess decide our future if its meant to be it will be! Xoxo” i reply and turn my phone off 

Joes pov

I just went threw the messages ayla sent me she honestly thinks i will hirt our pups 

What have i done! I cant sleep i cant eat i just need t mo know my ayla is safe and mg pups are well 

I will continue to find her i will continue to look for her I will never give up on her or my pups 

They are my world my life and my reason to live 

I explain to my fanily what id going on and they scheduled for a family friend to come over and do a reading

 on me  his name is jacquil he is a warlock (male witch) 

He will know if something is wrong with me or what is causing me to act this way 

He will be coming very soon i just hope its all fixable 

I need to get them back home but even I don’t want to risk them getting hurt