Scars will heal

Chapter 4

Effie's P.O.V

I'm his fated mate and I will become Immortal, what do I do with that? This is all so confusing, what about my mom and dad? There not immortal I will out live everyone I love except Nate and Ariana. I need to speak to her “Ari”  she comes within seconds “What's up Effie?” she asks noticing I look in shock. “Nate he said” I begin before she cuts me off “you will become immortal”  a huge smile  sits on her face “Isn't it great?”she questions with her eyes full of excitement “I well, I don't know how to feel about it” I answer her honestly, she looks at me confused “Hang on you've loved Nate for as long as I can remember and now you don't know how you feel?” she asks to confirm my reaction, “Ari yes I love Nate but what about my parents there not immortal” she looks more confused “Effie you do realise your still more likely to out live them regardless due to age, besides there still supernatural and will live a long life” she says it like it should be crystal clear to me, yet I've never given any thought to age or immortality. I feel a fog in my head and I can't shake it, I start to feel dizzy and light headed, stumbling slightly “Effie? Are you okay?” Ariana asks whilst rushing to my side she helps me down onto the bed, “I feel weird Ari” I tell her feeling scared, “hang on I'll go get your mom” she begins to move towards my door but I have a feeling it's not my mom I need “No get Nate please” I ask her, he can help me feel better I know it for some reason, before I can blink she's gone and back with Nate.

“Effie what is it? Are you okay? We need to get her to the pack doctors” he rushes panic in his eyes, “ No Nate I'm fine I just felt a bit dizzy” Ariana goes again. Here comes the awkward silence, I just lay there watching him as he sits next to me on my bed, he's got his eyes closed again and I can't help but feel guilty about him being in pain “I feel better and worse all at the same time when your around” I confess his eyes snap open there full of sadness, I have just made him feel worse again “No I feel worse cause I know it's hurting you to be close to me” he nods his head before looking down, I have the craziest of thoughts running through my head “Nate?” he looks at me with those beautiful eyes “yeah?” I don't know why but his voice sounds huskier “why don't you just get it over with, you know just bite me?” I say, he looks confused by my words “what, no I can't your not eighteen yet, you have barely started recognising me as your mate” he starts to answer before I cut him off “No I don't mean for the mate bond, just so you can taste me?” I say, I see him shifting nervously and swallowing hard, I know I need to make him feel more comfortable around me if were supposed to be spending eternity together.

I grab his hand and pull him towards me so he's lay down with me, I stroke my hand across his cheek and move it up towards his hair, it feels so soft and he feels so warm next to me. His hands don't move at all and he's staying completely still, “your really that scared of hurting me?” I ask, he closes his amethyst eyes and I can tell he's desperately trying to control himself. I don't want that any more, I want him all of him warts and all even if that means he will bite me and drink some of my blood I don't care. I kiss his lips whilst his eyes are closed, I push myself towards his firm body and finally his hand moves, he places it on the bottom of my back, my heart starts racing and electricity feels as if its dancing along my skin gently caressing me. He moves into the kiss slightly as well, I gently kiss him again and again until he starts to relax, it finally feels more natural and his taste could become an addiction.

“See I didn't break” I say, smiling at him his eyes are set a flame, burning with desire. I feel him push up and I lay back with him hovering over me he starts to kiss me, first there delicate like the ones I had given him. Before they turn hungry, I can feel the waves of lust and thirst rolling off him. I want more, I weave my hands into his curly blonde hair and pull him closer towards me, I reposition myself so I can wrap my legs around his waist, while grinding my hips towards him. The kiss is becoming more and more passionate and I am trembling all over from it, I feel a sharp twinge in my lip and his grip tightens on me. 

 He's actually giving in an he's tasting me, I continue in kissing him arousal is flooding my body now and I can feel his bulge pressing against my leg. He pulls back away from me, and I feel myself instantly missing the sensation's, like lifting the warm quilt off on a cold morning “I need to stop I don't want to take any more, I'm already addicted to you” he says stroking my cheek and smiling that he was able to stop himself, I understand and try to compose myself sitting up “I won't rush you into making a decision about us” he says whilst stroking my hair, “You don't have to worry about that I've made my decision already” his eyes widen and I can see fear flicker through him “you have?” I just nod and smile not telling him straight away. I know it's cruel but I have spent years thinking he hated me a few seconds won't kill him besides he looks so cute and I can't help but laugh “Nate I've loved you for so long, forever suits me just fine” as I say this, he launches at me kissing my lips desperately. I'm immediately hit with waves from his aura and it ripples through my body like the fierce sea on the sand I can feel my resolve desperately hanging on for dear life.

Luckily he manages to control himself for both of us and pulls back “I'm sorry I shouldn't of done that, I'm finding it very difficult to control myself around you and the thirst is like lava in my throat, I should probably go before I give in to it all” he admits, making me blush involuntary I can't remove the smile that's laced my lips, all this time I thought he despised me when really he felt like this without me knowing. I really don't want him to go I just want to keep him by my side forever “let him go, it's hard for mate two more days” Leviante says, I release a low sigh “Nate two more days and I'm yours forever” I see him breath deep again before he escapes my room. I laugh lightly thinking about how passionate that was, my core feels saturated from it and I can taste a sweet metallic in my mouth. I stand to look in my mirror and there is the smallest of punctures on the inside of my lip, I run my tongue across it and it leaves my legs feeling like jelly. It's like an after shock from an earth quake running through my body.