Chapter 14
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BLAKE'S P.O.V
I never knew what jealousy or possessiveness felt like until I saw the scene in front of me.
It pained me to the bone but it also made my heart burn with jealousy.
How could she hug and kiss another?
I thought the feelings we had were mutual.
What of the times she blushed whenever I looked at her or spoke to her?
What of the sparks I felt when we brushed hands?
No...no it can't be.
It was mutual, wasn't it?
I felt betrayed, upset, hurt and jealous at the same f*****g time.
I could clearly see the love and adoration in her eyes.
Gosh... I'm so f*****g stupid.
Why is she affecting me like this?
It's not like we're dating or anything, she's free to like anyone she wants.
But... the thought of her with someone else upsets me and I don't f*****g know why.
I ruffled my hair in frustration, trying to keep my emotions in check because they were all over the place.
Should I stalk the guy and fight him for hugging her?
No...no, that'll be stupid; but it sounded appealing.
I groaned, throwing my head back.
I need to calm down and think rationally before I do something that'll make me regret it.
When was the last time I was so confused and upset about something- about someone?
I need to go home and have a cold shower.
With that thought in mind, I sprinted back to the classroom where I left my bag. I collected my bag and was heading back to the entrance when I heard voices coming from the storage room.
My curiosity got the best of me and I walked inside to find the source of the voices.
I saw Lexi and Laurey holding a broom and dusting stuff, cleaning some equipment; looks like they're on cleaning duty.
Lexi saw me and smiled. I just ignored her and kept a straight face on, even though I was stopping myself from smiling back.
I saw the hurt look on her face before she quickly masked it up and continued cleaning.
Laurey saw me and greeted me.
"Hey, Blake. What are you doing here?"
I didn't answer and just walked out, the air getting suffocating enough to choke on.
Lexi's hurt face was just replaying in my mind and I felt like an asshole for ignoring her.
My emotions were a jumbled mess as I climbed on my motorcycle and sped down the road going home.
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