The chains of the past that bind us

Chapter Six: Couples Vacation Part 2

As the sun sets on the beach, I can see Chloe and Cole cooking inside and Liam comes over next to me to check on me.

"I'm fine okay I'm just taking it in. Trust me you can go ahead and go back inside. As he nods and walks inside, I take a deep breath into the fresh air. It brings me into deep thought.

*Flashback*

As I stand outside, taking in the fresh sea air, Cole suddenly comes up behind me and hugs me.

"Cole! You scared me! What are you doing out here?"

"I'm just admiring the view." Then he spins me around like a princess.

"The view huh? So why are you gripping my hips?" I ask while grinning.

"It's mine so I can whenever I want right?" Suddenly he kisses me over and over until we fall on down.

"Yes, forever and always." As I kiss him deeply he puts a necklace around my neck.

"What's this for huh?" I ask while opening the pendant, and I see a picture of us on our first date.

"Turn it over." When I turn it over, I can see the phrase Forever and Always engraved on the back. Next thing I know tears are flowing down my cheeks.

"Cole..." The tears won't stop flowing down my face as I cover my face.

"I love you Alessandria." As he moves my hands, I kiss him passionately, and we make passionate love on the beach.

*Present*

As I snap back to reality, I wipe a tear coming from my cheek, and I start to walk back inside. When I step inside I can see Liam on the couch watching tv, and I can see Cole cooking in the kitchen. Then I walk towards the dining room table and see wine. Cole starts to bring out plates full of ribeye steaks.

"Oh you've finally come back inside." As I look at his smile, it just makes me so angry. How can he smile like that, knowing the last time we were in this house, we were the happiest we've ever been. When I brushed past him, he suddenly grabbed my arm.

"Are you alright Alessandria?" I snatch my hand away and step back from him.

"I'm fine. There's more to put on our table right, so I'll help out." Once I head to the kitchen, I grab the plates and set the table.

"Oh this looks amazing guys!" Chloe shouts and squeals.

"Well all it was really all our so gracious host Cole." I say sarcastically.

"Seriously babe! What can't you cook?" As she sits down I mumble something under my breathe.

"Except eggs." I mumbled, but when I look up at Cole I can tell he heard me.

"Well let's dig in everyone." Liam replied. Throughout the dinner Chloe tries to make everyone smile and laugh, and we all shared the night in laughter. I still avoided Cole as much as I could though.

When I head to my room, I can hear Chloe crying softly in the bathroom.

"Chloe? What's wrong? Why are you crying?" I ask while wiping the tears off of her face.

"Did Cole do something to you? I swear I'm gonna kill him!" As I turn around to go find him, she suddenly grabs my arm and stops me.

"That's the problem. He hasn't done anything!"

"What do you mean?" Then she shows me the orange shimmering lingerie that she's wearing underneath her white silky robe.

"I've been with Cole for a while now, and he's never touched me. I mean yeah in public he's gives me a kiss or two, but nothing else happens. I was hoping to wear this tonight and he would ravage me, but what if it doesn't work?" I try to wipe her tears away as she sobs. I don't understand him, he used to ravage me every night and now for his fiancé he won't touch her.

"I'll help you." s**t did I really just say that?

"How? Cole is very stubborn, you'd have to know him like that back of your hand."

"I do." Suddenly she gives me a suspicious look.

"I-I mean men are all the same. They are all the same, they just want to be seduced. I'll tell you what to do and then it'll be sure to work." Then she hugs me and dries her eyes.

Cole's POV:

Alessandria at dinner was exhilarating. I haven't been in this vacation house since almost 2 years ago now. I missed having her here with me. As I get out of the shower, I take the towel and wrap it around my waist and dry my hair.

When Chloe goes to sleep, I think I'm going to go see her later. Then as I sit on the bed and lay back thinking of Alessandria, the bedroom light suddenly gets shut off.

Suddenly a woman's silhouette stands by the door and it's so dark that I can't see her face clearly. She slowly approaches me and wraps her arms around me, as she lays me down on the bed.

Is this Alessandria? This reminds me of her seducing me technique in the past. The way that she flips her hair to the side and glides her hand up from my stomach, to my chest, and family around my throat. I just can't help but feel like something is different. Finally she starts to kiss my chest, neck, until she reaches my ear.

"I've been waiting to do this all night." That voice! I turn her over and I can clearly see that it's Chloe, and I quickly get up. That was very close! That's not how Chloe normally comes onto me. She's normally very shy and sweet, but this was more direct and daring. The only one who could've taught her that was Alessandria! I need to talk to her right now.

As I get up to find Alessandria, Chloe grabs me and turns me around to kiss her. As our lips separate she holds onto me and drops her robe.

"Cole we have been engaged for a while now and I want you. I know you said you want to wait until we got married, but I don't mind if you take me earlier. You have been a lot more affectionate since my birthday dinner."

Alessandria's POV:

It's been over an hour that I gave her that advice, so Cole should be in her hands. As I walk around my bedroom having flashes of what we used to do in here every night on vacation. All of these memories make me feel like I can't breathe, I have to get some fresh air. I open up the doors in the room to the veranda.

Every time I look into the room I can see Cole everywhere. Suddenly someone wraps their hands around me, and I quickly turn around and punch them in the face.

"Oww!! s**t Alessandria!" Cole shouts while rotating his jaw around with his hand.

"Oh god Cole I'm so sorry! I didn't know it was you...wait a minute! What the hell are you doing here? Aren't you supposed to be with Chloe?" Then he suddenly starts to glare at me.

"Speaking of Chloe, why would you put her up to that? The way that she touched me, that's your touch, did you think that I wouldn't notice?"

"If she didn't, you wouldn't have touched her?" Suddenly, he gets closer to me and wraps his hand around my waist.

"What are you doing?"

"Did you really think that would work on me if it wasn't you?" Cole lifts my chin up to look at him.

"You're a very different man than the one I used to know."

"Alessandria, the only one who makes me lose control is you. The only person I want to touch me like that is you." Finally he kisses me passionately, while pulling me closer to him.

"Cole...stop this. You have to go back to Chloe." Then he starts to kiss on my ear and kiss my neck.

"Do you remember this used to be our room, when we used to come here for vacation." Then he turns me around where he is behind me, and we are overlooking the ocean together.

"We used to come out here everyday, and watch the stars together."

"One time you almost fell over the railing." I start to laugh slightly.

"That was totally your fault!" We both start to laugh as he holds me in his arms. This warmth is what I missed most. I just can't fall for it again, and most of all I can't hurt Chloe.

"Cole, what are you doing...?" Then Cole turns me back around and he looks into my eyes.

"Alessandria why can't you understand why I'm doing this? It's because of you Alessandria. You're the only one that understands me, and the only one I've ever loved."

"Cole...stop..." I plead.

"Alessandria, if you want me to stop, then stop me. If you do, I will stop and I won't touch you again." The closer he gets, the more that I start to lose myself. This is all I wanted after that fight is to hug me and tell me that he loves me. I wish it didn't have to be like this. I want him to never leave this room.

The closer he got, the more I missed him, and the way he used to kiss me. I just want it again, and I don't want him to leave me right now. So I wrap my arms around his shoulders and I kiss him passionately. As he squeezes my hips and he presses himself against me, I kiss him deeper and insert my tongue.

When I see his face, it just reminds me of the old times, and I don't want to let him go. "Alessandria...I want you." I don't want him to have all the control, like he has had over me for the last two years. Then I guide him back into my bedroom, and turn off the lights.

"I want you to close your eyes, and wait in this bed for me." I head to the restroom and I start to undress. All of these years, Cole has been in control over my emotions, and I want to be in control. Even if it's just tonight, I want him to crave me. I know that it's wrong, but I just want him tonight. I grab this black and blue embroidery lacy bra and panty set.

As I walk out of the bathroom and head towards the bed, I place my hands on his chest. When I slightly moved my hands up towards his face, and I sit on his lap.

"You have no idea how much I missed you." He whispers into my ear, while burying his face in my breasts. Finally, I kiss him passionately, and I rotate my hips against him.

"Alessandria.." He suddenly grips my ass, and he starts to kiss my neck softly. As I nibble on his ear, he touches my breasts slightly.

"Mmmnnn~!" I forgot how good it felt to be able to feel his touch again. His hand as it cups my breasts, and other hand filled with my ass. I wanted him more and more. Suddenly he lifts my chin up, and makes me look at him.

"Alessandria I love you. I didn't have s*x with Chloe, because the only one that I want is you." Everything that he says makes me blush, and I can feel myself losing control.

"I know that you've been lusting over me for years, and I want you too. So just for tonight stop talking, and take me like you've been wanting." Suddenly he grabs me and flips me over onto the bed.

"As you wish." Before I can even react, he kisses me once again, and puts his hand under my shirt. As he starts to tease my n*****s, he starts to leave marks all over my neck.

"Mmm fuck...it feels good..." I try to conceal my moans, and he kisses my breasts. Next thing I know, he glides his hand under my panties, and he plays with my c**t.

"N-Not there...it feels too good...!!" He sucks and teases on my breasts. As he nibbles on my n****e, he goes a bit faster on my c**t. I bite my arm to conceal my moans before someone hears me.

"You're so sexy Alessandria. The way that you conceal your moans just for me, I can't stop here." Suddenly he kisses from my chest, to my ribs, to my stomach, and he devours my c**t. He starts my circling his tongue around my c**t, and inserting his finger into my p***y.

"Oh god...yes it feels so good." As I try to conceal my moans, I put my hands on his head, and my hips starts to move on my own. As he goes faster, he starts to suck on my c**t, and he inserts two fingers inside of me and starts thrusting faster. While my juices overflow onto the floor, my hips start to move into him more.

"Does it feel good princess?" Oh no I'm losing control.

"Oh is the pleasure to much to handle? So much so that you cannot speak?" Then he inserts his tongue into my p***y and devouring me. Finally he stops, and he kisses me once again.

"I want to hear you say it." He said while staring deep into my eyes.

"Say what..." I ask while catching my breath. It was such a shame, I was about to c*m, and I think he knew that.

"I want you to say that you want me to make love to you like I used to."

"I want..." I just want him to stay with me, but I know I could never have that. I want to fulfill my deepest desires with him tonight.

"I don't want you to make love to me Cole. I want you to f**k me like we used to in this room." As he smirks, he takes off his clothes, and he pulls out a condom.

"No." I grab the condom and hold it behind my back. "I want it to be just like last time, and I want you to f**k me raw and hard."

"You're so direct and aggressive. I missed you Alessandria." Suddenly he thrusts his d**k inside of my p***y, and he puts his hand around my throat.

"Ah~!! Fuck...it feels so good..." Then he kisses me deeply and thrusts deeper inside of me. While he's thrusting a bit faster inside, he slowly parts his lips from mine.

"Now you did tell me that you wanted to be f****d rather making love right? So make sure you keep it down." He finally thrusts into my deepest spot, and I bite my finger to keep it down.

His d**k pounds my p***y harder and harder, and I can feel my eyes rolling in the back of my head. I want him to keep f*****g my p***y, until I can't feel anything anymore.

"Mmmnnn~!!! C-Cole...! Oh god I'm going to-!" The pleasure takes over my body where I can't speak anymore, and my back arches while I reach the point of climax.

"You're such a naughty girl. Since you came before me, I guess I will have to punish you." He suddenly flips me over and grabs my hips in doggy position.

"W-Wait Cole let's talk about this-!!" Then he shoves his d**k in my p***y without even letting have a breath.

"Weren't you the one who said no more talking?" As he f***s me it just makes me lose control. I can't seem to think of anything anymore. As he pounds my p***y, he also holds me close to him. In each thrust I can feel electricity between us run through my body. Then he grabs my arms and thrusts deeper into my p***y.

As he thrusts harder, my back arches in tune with each thrust, and I find it harder and harder to hold my moans back.

"Oh god...!! C-Cole..! Ah ahnnn~!!" He suddenly wraps his hand around my throat, and he goes a bit faster.

"Alessandria...I'm about to...~!!"

"I-I'm cumming too!" Then Cole thrusts in a bit faster and I can feel his d**k twitching inside of me as he finishes.

After we were done, I sat there in thought about how life turned out between us. I mean even now with him in my bed, it makes me so happy, but what about Chloe? Then we switch positions and I lay on his chest, while he plays with my hair.

"We used to do this all night. Every night we would lay like this and watch our favorite show." Cole mumbles while intertwining his fingers through my hair.

"Whenever you'd doze off, I'd always ask you to get me some ice cream out of no where." As we both start to laugh, we look at each other passionately.

"Alessandria, the only one who can make me feel this way is you." As he kisses me, it just makes me feel so free. I know I can't allow myself to love him more than I do right now, so I decided to keep quiet.

I wanted to enjoy the moment with Cole. Even though it's wrong, and even though I shouldn't have done this to myself or my best friend, I still want to hold onto this feeling. As we drift off to sleep, I nuzzle into his chest, and I dream about Cole all night.

*6:30am*

As the sun begins to rise, I look up at Cole's sleeping face, and I slowly get out of bed. I grab my robe and wrap it around my body, and I head out towards the balcony. I remember Cole and I used to watch the sun rise every morning when we were here last.

"Good morning princess, I hope you weren't going to watch the sun rise without me." Suddenly Cole wraps his arms around my waist, and leans his head on my shoulder.

"Morning to you as well Cole. I'm going to assume you slept well?" I chuckle slightly.

"Of course. It was all thanks to you last night." He turns me around and starts to kiss me.

"Let's go walk down to the beach, like we used to a few years ago." Finally I got ripped back to reality, and I step away from him.

"We shouldn't...Cole and Liam will-" Suddenly he cuts me off before I could finish.

"Will have to wait. Come on Alessandria!" While he grabs my hand, he starts to rush me quietly downstairs. When we finally get on the beach and start walking, I bump into him slightly.

"Cole, can I ask you something?" I stop walking and I look at him, while the wind flows through my air.

"Of course." He replies while holding my hand.

"When we first arrived, Chloe said she's never been here, and I started thinking about well...us. Why haven't you brought your fiancé here?" The silence becomes so loud. The air is so thick, you could cut it with a knife.

"It was our spot Alessandria. I told you back then, that even if we couldn't be together, this would always be our spot." Suddenly his words make me blush slightly, and I start to walk past him.

"Well bring her more, it makes her happy to be included in your life."

"You know you're cute when you blush." He replies while giving me that smug grin of his. I quickly shove him into the water, and I start to laugh.

"Oh thank you Cole, and you look so cute drenched in water." I reply while laughing.

"Is that sarcasm I hear?" He asks.

"Oh is it?" As we both laugh harder, Cole pulls me into the water with him, and start to throw water on each other. A few minutes go by full of love and laughter again.

"Alessandria, I missed you, and I really do regret what I said in the past." I can feel our lips slowly getting closer, and I just feel happy.

The moment was short lived, as I hear Chloe shouting for me. I quickly get up and I start rushing up towards the patio.

"Alessandria, where have you been? I've been looking for you." I can tell by the bags underneath her eyes, and I can tell she barely slept last night. I hope that she didn't hear what happened between Cole and I.

"I'm fine really, I just came outside to watch the sunrise, and grab some fresh air." I reply.

"Oh great I was looking for you!" Then the doorbell rings and we head inside.

When I open the door, Cole's mother stands in front of me, and her smiling face turns into a dark glare. Oh s**t. I'm so f****d.