My Voice
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What does my voice sound like?
I don't really know. I have never heard it from others' perspective before.
How long has it been since I truly heard my voice coming out of my mouth and not just in my thoughts?
It feels so strange hearing my voice on a recording.
Is this how I've always sounded like?
No, that can't be? I remember my voice being lower. Not this high-pitched.
This can't be me. This has to be someone else.
Denial after denial. My pride can't accept that.
When I was happy and giggling. That's how I sounded like?
When I was weeping, whining, and in despair.
When my patience snap and spoke loud at my fellow classmate.
That can't be what I sounded like?
What exactly does my voice sound like?
Why am I hearing a stranger and not me?
What happened to my voice then?
The one I always hear? The voice so low I can't call myself a lady?
Whatever happened to my voice that would scare children away?
The voice that isolated me from fitting in?
Was what I hear even my voice to begin with?
Was it my hearing that's the problem?
Or was it just your perspective that differs it?
Which is my voice?
None of those sound like me
Who is that? I don't know who this voice belongs to?
Who owns this voice.
Where is my voice?
Tell me? Tell me where my voice is.
Because none of this is mine.
This is not my voice.
My voice is....
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... What is my voice?
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