Fated Or Doomed

Mourning The Past

Liv

It was now the late afternoon. Mery texted that Mable was just about done making lunch and would like some help to straighten up. I went to find Travis who was busy playing with some kids.

It was actually nice to see the guys with the kids. Mason, Travis, and a few deltas who won’t taking point were teaching the kids all about werewolves. About two Delta were in their wolf forms. Letting the kids rub their bellies or brush their hair. One other Delta shows the kids a slow process of how a transition works. While Mason and Travis talked about their jobs.

They get so carry away that they went in to play kickball and the kids showed them off. The older kids helped the younger ones from one base to the other. Trying to beat the wolves who uses there wolf speed to cheat.

“Luna. Liv. Liv.” A few kids called out. I smile as one little girl grabs hold of my leg.

“Yes little one.” I bent down to pick her up. She pokes my cheek and I can’t hold my laughter.

“Will you play on our team. Sir Alpha and his Deltes are too fast.” I laugh as she mispronounce Delta.

“I would have to come back a different time. Sir Alpha and I have to head somewhere now.” I look up to my smiling mate.

“Can I come. I want to learn what you do Luna.” “No me.” “I do. I do.” “Pick me Luna Liv.” “Liv can you come to show and tell at school.” Some kids shouted all around. My heart warmed up to their excitement and love. This was what I had hoped for. And I’m so utterly grateful.

Yet my heart falls as I relieves I may never see this through. I can’t force myself to be a part of Luminis if I’m not welcome. I can’t return if my own family sees no future of upright from us. These kids are innocents. As are their hearts and minds. Soon their hatred of me will grow as the older members here do.

Sensing my destress.My loving mate comes to my rescue. “Sorry kids. I have to steal her for an alone time.” The kids all pouted in unions. I slowly put down the little child before Travis interlocks our hands. “I’ll bring her back. I promise.”And with that, they all walked back to their game.

“Had fun?” I asked.

“I did.”Travis kisses my lips and I givingly arch in him. Moaning in between moves he pulls back as a lump is rub on my belly.

I giggle at the pressure. “Sorry, I didn’t mean to tease you right now.”

“The sight of you are the greatest tease.” He chuckles.

“Oh I can think of a bigger one.” I smirk to him.

He bites down on my lip hard. Breaking skin and I suck the blood. “You’ll have to show me later.” I nod as we head our way to the house to help Mable.

Walking through the house and into the kitchen. The sweet cannon smell of food hits our nose. Making our mouth water up. My stomach growls at the scent. Travis grabs my waist tightly to his body. Giggling in my ear. We both stumble into the room, seeing Mable and Mery argue over the stove.

“Smells amazing ladies.” Travis shouted in our entrance.

They smile at us and continue getting food ready. It was just suppose to be lunch but Mable prep for last night dinner and demands that we eat it now. It should make up the lost of food my belly missed.

Travis takes a seat. Picking his spot by the sliding door. “I’ll get the drinks.” He pulls me back by the waist. Making me drop on his lap. I wiggle off and he holds me down with every strength. My head thrown back in a laughing fit as he pepper kisses my neck. “Stop it. Boys stop.”

“I want a taste of you.” He growls in my ear before nibbling on it.

“Later babe. Dinner first.”

He wraps his hand around my jaw. His thumb ticking my throat. “You are our dinner my Little Witch.”

I bite my lower lips before he leans in to devour what is his. My thighs clench together. And his hands makes it to my ass. Taking a full round cheek in his large paws. A squeeze has my body radiating in a heat. With the swipe of his tongue. My body reacted by bringing my ass to his pelvis. And he arches into me. I groan in liking.

“f**k baby you know you have ways to drive us crazy.”

I blush like crazy. Looking into my favorite view of all time. My mates eyes glazing at me with full love in them.

“The feeling is mutual.” I gasped out.

A loud throat clearing caught our attention. And I fling my body back upright. Travis still holding me to saddle on his lap with his arms around me. I grip down trying to get him to release me.

“Cute. But we eat here guys.” Mery scolds at us in fake disgust.

“Sorry.” I apologize.

I slap Travis’s hand hard. Making him shake and rub his stinging hand now. I got up and shook my head at him. “It’s her fault. She attack me.” I narrow my eyes at him. Giving him a stern look. Knowing no one will believe him.

“Of course. Now settle in.” Mable says as she tosses some veggies on the pan.

“Damn. I forgot to get the other table cloth. This one has a stain on it.” Mery grunted in frustration.

“I’ll get it. Just tell me where.” Eager to help and get away from my mate who looks at me with hunger.

“Umm I think it’s down in the cellar. Somewhere with all the boxes and bonded with Blue tape.” She tells me.

“Got it. Be back in a second.”

“Ohh can you put these glass candle holders away. They go in the same bin.” I nod and retreat to around the corner.

I hear Mable starting a topic up with Travis. Making them all laugh right away. I smile, loving the sound of my family enjoying each others company. It’s something I never thought I’ll ever hear. And I am entirety grateful to be here with them all.

The sound of my feet hitting the cold stone ground echos through the hallway stairs. I walk slowly. Making sure to not drop the glass holders. I breathe out a puff once I make it in one piece. Looking around I still see the spell classroom I once had as a child. It hasn’t change much. Messier but still looks the same to me. The board mother had wrote on was pushes back to the wall. Looking close enough you can see some scramble writing fading away. The shelves still had some books with cracks. A lot seem to be missing. And most of the space was taken up by clutter bins with color tapes. All neatly stacked away.

“Mable must of organize these.” I laugh.

I look around still finding the blue taped bin.

I notice the rug on the floor. Sitting horizontally. I run my shoe over it. No reason. But then a smell hits me. I shake my head and looked around. Thinking I was wrong. “It can’t still be here, right?” I say inside my head. I used my foot to lift the corner of the rug. Tugging it over a red, black stain revels. My jaw drops as images flashes back in my head. All the blood that has fallen over the years. The tears that mix in the puddle I kneel over. The claw marks poking through.

Going around some mess on the floor I headed near the back. I try not to think. Trying not to rethink it all. Maybe it was too hard to remove. I know it’s old and I never had nothing more than water and soap to scrub it down. Any left/over stains got me in trouble, but what could I’d done. I was left with nothing really.

That’s why they bought a rug to cover it up.

“Oh I think I found..” My body froze in shock.

In the corner of my eyes. I saw the one thing I never thought I’ll ever see again. I had thought it would be gone when I had left. I thought mother or someone would of scrubbed down the blood on the floor or walls to easer my existents. That, that my mattress stain with red and black blood will be thrown out. The old newspapers I kept for reading, cleaning, or warmth. The small blanket still balled up. My heart pounded in my ears. Making it the only thing I can hear. Even the sound of the glass holders shattering beneath me did not sent a wave length.

“It’s all still here. All of it.” I mumble to myself.

I dissociated from myself right away. Cold and numb was all I can feel at the moment. Fully gone. I hadn’t derealization in months. Not since Travis and Malcolm really. I thought that was over with.

My eyes locked in one space. I tried to fight the pull. I tried not to go into that one area. But my mind, my body, and my soul collide. Taking over any self mobility I had. Everything simply disappear around me.

It’s still here.

All of it is still here.

I had no control anymore. I fought and fought. It was like I saw her again but in reality. And I was her. Like I never left. The echoing of screaming, crying, shouting, skin breaking, the whip connecting against me. The pinching around my wrist tenses up. My nerves fighting through it all. I can feel my body shaking and I breathe in and out. Knowing if I shake too much. Everything will get worse. Ever aching pain hit me all over. The smell of fresh blood. The salty taste of my tears streaming down and falling off my chin. I was her again.

I flinch to any sound echoing around me. Unable to tell if it’s in my head or not. The creaks are loud. The pounding of my heart closed it off. The soft hand grazing me makes my tears falls faster. I look in emptiness. Lost in the puddle of my nightmare.

I was her again. I was here again. I never left. I’m here. I was always here.

Travis

I watch as Elizabeth walks around the corner to her old cellar. Malcolm growls at the word. Knowing that, that was once her old room. The awful, cold, neglectful space she had her whole childhood. I reassure Malcolm that they must of removed it all at some point. There’s no way they would of just spitefully left Elizabeth’s horrible past stay down there. That’s just spineless. What kind of family would of done that.

“I hope you enjoy a good catfish. I made some of your favorites that Elizabeth told me.” Mable announced.

“I do. Any seafood really. Even the eyeballs. It’s the best part.” I chuckle.

The girls laugh and Meredith makes a stank face as the image pops in her head.

“Oh God don’t tell me you made a whole fish with eyes and scales?” She asked.

“Not this time dear.” Mable says nonchalantly.

“Ah you’re missing out Meredith. The crunching sound when you bite into it. All that juicy flavor, Mmhh.” I taunt her.

“No. I rather eat a deer.” She claims.

“That’s good too. And a jack rabbit.” Meredith covers her ears in disgust.

“Southern cooking is not my speciality. Just good old fish and steak today guys. I also..”

*Glass Shattered*

Everyone stoped their movements. The sound of broken glass coming from a distance. Mable looked around in fright. “Where’s Elizabeth?”

“I sent her down in the cellar to grab something.”

Mable’s eyes in fright increased. Her breathing heathen. “Oh no.”

“What’s wrong..” Meredith say in concern.

We all took off running down behind Mable. My chest tighten up. Malcolm whines as the bond hits us. Needing to get to our mate and comfort her. She was in destress. A loosen grip was tugging on to us. And it was her.

“Elizabeth.” Malcolm continues his winning until we hit the stone floor that changes patterns from the staircase.

One solid color now. We all came around a corner and stopped in place. Both Meredith and Mable gasped. Mable holds a hand over her mouth to silence a sob. Her eyes tearing up from the sight. Meredith on the other hand had more of what looks to be guilt and shame. She can hardly look up to her sister. She stayed back, Mable just a few feet near.

I moved pass them. I hold in any rage that tries to come out. No matter how bad I wanted to rip out their throats and tell them both off for this. Seeing our mate just standing there. Staring at her old room full of awful memories.

We have get her upstairs.

I took light footsteps near her. “Elizabeth. Baby.” I said softly. Again I walk forward. I can sense her. She was fragile right now.

I stand at her side. Her eyes fill with lost in them. Her lips left a small gap. And her body shivers in sight. “Elizabeth.” I went to place my hands on her shoulders so I can pull her close to me. But she took a step forward. Heading towards the space.

“No no no no no.” Malcolm snarls in my head.

I went to grab her hand. She stops and turn her head slightly. Still not looking at me.

“Don’t baby. Just come with me. Let’s go back upstairs.” Begging her. But she got out and continue walking.

My heart broke a million when I saw the full picture. I couldn’t fathom with what I saw. Her nightmare. Elizabeth never stopped. She bent down once she reach the old, stain mattress. One hand after the other. She climb on the mattress. Grabbing the, what looks to be a blanket. A very old blanket. And holding it to her chest. She lays her body down completely on it now. Curl her knees in more. She looks so tiny. So tiny and fragile.

“Travis we can’t just leave her there.” Malcolm snaps me back in.

I race towards my mate. Getting on the mattress as well. I sat next to her. I lay a hand on her leg. Waiting to see how she reacts. She flinches. So I stay and slowly move it up her tremble leg. She flinches each time. I remove my hand. Tilting my head to see her face.

“Elizabeth. It’s me baby. Can you hear me?” I asked.

Her eyes closed for a second before reopening. Her tears stream down her face quicker now. I instantly reacted and bent down, using my elbows to hold me up. Facing her. I graze my palm to her face. Wiping the tears. Her eyes shifted and locked on me.

“Hi baby. Can you move?” I asked this time. My voice still lace with caution.

Her head lifted up but still never off the mattress. “I’m. I. I’m still here.” She stutters.

“We can leave. You want to leave?” I asked her.

Her lips shivering hard. “I never left. I’m still here.”

I cupped her face. My thumb wiped her tears away. “No baby. You got out. You hear me. You got out. You’re save now. No one whom hurt you then can hurt you now. Okay.” I nod.

Lifting her head. Her eyes gloss over at me. “I’m.” She blinks hard before a small gasp release from her lips. “Travis?”

I smile a little. Seeing her coming to. “Yes baby. It’s me.”

The whites of her eyes pink now. She shakes her head at me. Looking around in fright. “Oh God. I. I. Why am I here? Why is this still here.” Her eyes makes it back to me. Watering up her vision. “Babe?”

The crack of her voice made me pull her into me. I hold her tight as she cries into my chest. I smooth her nerves until she was okay again. Until she was no longer shaking. We stayed put until she was back. When she mange to pull herself up. I kiss her forehead.

“I’m okay. I was just..”

“I know baby. You want to get up now? Do you feel okay?” Asking with a tone of concern breaking through.

She nods her head. And I help her up. Again I pull her in. Combing her hair down. Her heart speeds down. And she wraps her arms around my large body. Her head sits nicely between my chest.

“Aunt Mable.” She said softly. “Can you show me where my suppose body was found. I want to get rid of all of these stuff.”

“I don’t. I don’t know where dear. I couldn’t go.” Shaking her head. My eyes shifted to Meredith. Elizabeth head turn and looked at her too.

“Umm sure. I’ll show yo.” She nods to us.

“Okay thank.” Elizabeth says.

“I’m gonna go clean up. Upstairs.” Mable holds her belly and races up the stairs. You hear her footsteps loud and then become quiet.

She lifts her head up to me. I looked down at her. Holding her head. “Babe will you help me bring these outside?”

I nod. “We can do this later. We don’t have to do it now.”

She shakes her head. Looking back at the space. “I want to get rid of it now. All of it.”

I agree with her. She tips toes to kiss my lips. I hold her head to kiss her harder. Taking my air away. We grab everything she wanted to remove from the cellar. Mable sobs quietly as she finish cooking. While the rest of us headed out to the woods.

The three of us walked deep into the woods. Meredith showed us where Elizabeth’s body was founded all those years ago. With our mate’s orders. Everything from the cellar was placed on top of a pit. Anything she saw still there, even any items she had hidden for her sack was brought out here.

We all moved back. Just staring at the items clutter there. I took her arm to wrapped over mine and interlock our fingers.Elizabeth heart stayed steady the whole time as she rose her free hand. She spoke the words,”ingis”.Setting everything insight a ball of fire. The flame grew and grew.A nasty ranching smell hits all our noses.

“May the past erase.Allowing the ashes to consume all the pain, screams, blood, and tears spread on thy.For these items hold memories that shall not seek surface anymore.” She breathes in slow breaths. “This child gave up her all for those she loved the most. May she rest in peace.May she live in harmony.”She adds.

No words were spoke for quite some time. Elizabeth took the hand of her sister and tighten her grip on mine.I lift her hand to my lips to kiss. A shock hits my lips during the connection. The corner of her lip curl just enough. After a while the flame was blacken. Elizabeth use her magic to control the flame until everything was nothing more than ashes. Some of the larger items took awhile. But soon it was all gone. Once it was over they made sure the fire was kept low.

“Um. I’ll see you two back at the house later. For dinner.” Meredith’s voice was low and shaken.

“Of course. Thank you Mery.” They share a nod before Meredith headed out the woods and back to the house. While Elizabeth and I stayed here for a bit longer.

“Do you want to head back?” I asked her.

“No not yet.” She lays her head on my arm. Her small body unable to hit my shoulder.

“What happen back there baby?What was going on in your pretty head?” I know it wasn’t the time but while we’re here.And she’s more calm now. She can explain.

“I’m not even sure.” Staring at the fire. “Once I saw the blood and the stuff.My mind just, it just went somewhere. It was like I was me now.The old me. And I was still there after all this time. Like everything I thought happen.Any of the good. It was a lie.”

I kissed her head before she looked up at me.Her beautiful green eyes softly looking at me.My heart slow down at her gaze. Trap in her forest eyes.

“But then I heard your voice.I saw your face. And I wasn’t alone in the darkness with all that pain again.”Her smile was small but still just as beautiful.“Thank you for bringing me back.”

I lift her chin to lean in and kiss her sight shaky, red lips. “I’m sorry you had to go through any of that.” She hums as she leans in more. Our lips met. She bite down on my lip. Her tongue fought with mine. And our kiss grew deeper and deeper.

I couldn’t help but let my hands caress her body. Her scent grew too much and I had to pull back. She held on me. Not wanting to part. Her body press on mine and my c**k just flick in my pant as she rubs herself on me. “Mh Elizabeth. We. Shouldn’t now. Elizabeth.” I gasp between kisses.

“Stay with me. Alpha please.” She trail her hand down to graze my bulge.

“Ah baby.” Moaning as I enjoy her touch too much.

She kisses all my weak spots. Making it so hard to deny my mate. Again I notice her arousal had a more sweet smell to it. Like her sweet roasted hazel nut scent was coated in delicious chocolate. An desirable scent. Making Malcolm go crazy. I pull from her. Getting her to sit down with me.

Elizabeth never took her eyes off of me. I try to give her soft kisses to ease her. Burying my hands in her hair. But then she just throw her legs over me. Saddling me with a grind here and a grind there. My c**k once again grew under her.

“Maybe we should leave baby. Head inside.” I claim.

“I just want you now. Just take your pant off.” I would normally encourage this behavior.But she just went through something.It would be wrong to crave into her.

“No. She’s our mate.”Malcolm whines in a need for her.

“I know baby.But this isn’t the time.. let’s head inside.” I stutter my words as she bites down on my mark. Making a heat race through my body. My breathing begins to get heavy now.

“Don’t pity me. Just please. Travis.” She begs me. Her scent growing more. It was getting harder to stop her hips from moving.

“I want to. Always. It’s just..”

“Malcolm please. Please help me forgot. Help me forget everything.” She calls on Malcolm in a weak state. He claws at my walls. Begging to come out. To taste her. To fill her. He growls in my ears in a way I never heard before.

“Travis she’s calling me. Let me out.”

“You don’t think this is wrong. I mean she’s sexy as f**k right now and I want to be in her. But she just went through something extreme. Is s*x really okay right now?” I asked him.

“She moved on. I can sense she pass the grief.”

“Before this! We just burn her past. Did you not see how much blood there was?!”

“I did. It was an awful experience our mate went through. She’s stronger now.” Malcolm whining continues.

“She just went into a state! Cried in our arms.” I shouted.

“And now she wants us! She wants me!”

“You’re just thinking with your d**k Malcolm.” I tried to get it through his head. But Malcolm was too in trance with our mate’s overloading scent.

“And you haven’t!” I growl at him. I had a past yes. But I never took advantage of anyone. “Are you really gonna look past her scent. It’s too good. I can’t Travis. I kinda have to be inside her. You know what I mean. Just let me out. One taste at least!”

Right when I understood Malcolm’s plead. I fully got why he can’t just not be with her. He needed her as much as she needed us right now. My eyes widen as the half naked mate in front of me. I didn’t know Elizabeth had remove her shirt and bra. Her glory in trace Malcolm and I. My hands roam up her body.

“Will you boys help me to never feel my dark pain again? Will you take me now? Here, please?” She begs us. Making my eyes darken for her.

I didn’t fight back. Knowing nothing will make this desire go away until both of us and our mate had our release. Malcolm instantly broke through.

“I’m here baby.Whatever you need. Tell me what you need.”Malcolm soothes down her curves. Salivating at the mouth.

“I need your lips on me.”Pulling her in Malcolm licks her mark before sending kisses all over her body.

“What else baby?”

“I need you in me.I want you both inside me.I want to lose the ability to walk.” She moans.

Malcolm lets out a furious pleasure of a growl out. And you can smell Elizabeth’s wetness right away.

“Goddess I f*****g love you Elizabeth.”

“Then show me my Alphas. Show me now.”That was all he needed to hear before taking her.A full thunder of animal noises created from us.

Claiming her lips, her sweetness, her body. All of her as ours.She was amazing as she takes us hard on the ground. We rolled around in the dirt.Meeting climax over climax. She rode us next to the pit of fire. Making the heat coming off of us more intense.

I loved seeing her slip under and over us.Scarring my body with her nails. The blood drips for her to drink and again my climax meets a new f*****g high. I couldn’t get enough of her. And she couldn’t get enough of us.She claimed, if she could have us both at once she would.Oh as glories it was to see her throw her head back as her c*m coats my c**k Making me harder for her.Thrusting harder and harder.

I have no clue how long we spend here loving over each others bodies.I cradle Elizabeth in my arms as our breathing calms down.

“Ah my legs are like jelly.”I chuckle at her remark before pecking her lips. “Thank you boys.For everything. Mostly your big friend there.”

She stroke my cock.Making me tick in liking.“We have all the time if you want more.”

She saddles us once more.Rocking her hips in circles.“Oh yeah.”

And this time her smell was back to normal.That extra sweetness was gone.I rise my eyebrows at her. Picking leafs out her hair. “Why don’t we get dress.You go run a bath and we can clean up.” I kiss her collar bone making her giggle.

She brushes off the dirt on me.The dirt patches still there.She giggles as she realize how much of a mess we are.“Then more later my Sweet Wolf?”I nod to her avid still lingers.

After we are all dress.She looks back at me, pulling my hand.“You’re not coming?”

“I need to check in with Beta first. Run along now my Little Witch.”Her smile shins brighter than the sun.

I watch as Elizabeth skips out the wood in such delightfulness.So graceful of a woman she is.I thank Goddess she is mine. But as she walks off.I bring something to Malcolm’s attention.

“Malcolm something is off.I need to call the doctor back home.”

“Why?”He asked in concern.

“If I’m right.Which I don’t know how it could happen.Then it would make sense why Elizabeth is acting like this.” It would make so much f*****g sense why.

“Okay.I think you might be right.My head is all fuzzy when she’s like this. The cabin was just the start man. I want to mate with her.”

“I know man. She does the same to me.”