Not your typical alpha

Our throne

Serene's POV 

I woke up tears staining my cheeks, I shuddered as I remembered my nightmare 

"WHO ARE YOU AND WHAT DO YOU WANT?" I shout as I try to run but I had not had complete power over Alyssa I had just got her and she was weak after our last fight. that time even Kristene couldn't help because I couldn't control her yet. he gripped my small wrists as I lay on the floor writhing beneath him struggling for him to let go but he only seemed to hold tighter. "AHHH" I cried as I felt a severe pain in my lower abdomen, I had no control over my body as he pushed his d**k in out of me, thats it I had lost my virginity at the mere age of 13 and that too by being raped by one of the rogues. I slowly regained consciousness as Alyssa and Kristene told me to transform, the wolf seemed scared as he saw my my ticker three colours as I transformed. my fur was pure black rather than the original Pure white, my canines were longer and both my eyes of different colours I didnt believe them until after we finished him and ran to the lake and I saw my reflection. I heard another rumble in the bush as I stood guarded and then came Harry at first even he seemed shocked but then approached my cautiously not tipping me off, I had a feeling I could trust him so I gave in. 

I was broken out of my thoughts when I feel a cold metal in my hands, I looked down to see my blade, I sigh checking if I had done any damage, luckily I snapped out of before I did anything, kept the blade aside and got dressed for the ceremony in white and black floor length gown that hugged my edges and curves perfectly. "ready moon?" Harry asked as he knocked "yes" I replied before taking a shaky breath. I took my anti- panic and anti- anxiety pills with anti- depressant ones as I made out my door and linked my arm through Harry's "who is going to be my beta?" I questioned half hoping he didnt say Zack. "honey its totally your choice if you want Zack to be or not after all its his birthright and as for your gamma you know how excited Timothy is" he said "yes.." I let the ritual take place and saying whatever I had to and when the process finished I felt renewed with energy, Alyssa could feel the power Kristene was happy but she wanted to become the queen of her coven too 'hey Kristene dont worry I won't let you down'  could feel her happy surges as she heard this, I smiled. I am so lucky to have them 'damn right you are' they replied at the same time as I held myself from laughing as my pack thinking I was nuts was the last I needed. "Zackary I would like you to take your rightful position as the beta and Tim I want you as my gamma" I chose my words carefully and I saw everyone understand the meaning of my words, I couldn't take away his title no matter how I wanted someone else to be that but Tim well he didnt see many of my emotions but he had been with me till now and I hoped I would still have a fried to rely on. I rarely smiled but I passed a quick smile to him which shocked him but he smiled widely at me 'this boy' I thought. they completed their set of rituals and every one was enjoying until a scent filled our noses 'our coven' Kristene squeaked knowing that this could also go south, my pack members knew I was a hybrid and so did my coven so they knew this would happen but what we didnt know was I would be handing both f them together I brought out by my thoughts as Cole approached me easily avoiding everyone thanks to his super speed. "my queen its time" he bowed as I told him to rise and tell me why "rouges killed Carla"