Obsession

Punishment

Ben grabbed my arm and pulled me into his bedroom. He took off my clothes and left me in nothing but my underwear. He pushed me onto the bed and went to his closet to grab something. I looked over to him and saw he had one of his ties in his hand. He came over and tied my hands together. It was tight and he pulled my arms over my head and tied it to his headboard.

"Ben," I called out.

"SHHH," he whispered. He came over and took my panties off aggressively. I didn't notice he had something else in his hand. I spread my legs and brought his face to my core. He bit on my outer lip and I winced in pain. I felt his tongue trace around my core. He was doing it so slowly and thoroughly.  He began to rub my c**t and my body jerked at his every touch. He began to rub it with his thumb as he slid two fingers inside me.

"BEN!" I moaned. My arms began to hurt as my body jerked with every thrust. Suddenly, I felt something vibrating on my c**t. Ben placed a small device on my c**t and it sent waves of pleasure all over my body. My body was jerking twice as much as the sensation became more erratic. I wanted to stop him but at the same time, my body felt an enormous amount of pleasure.

"Ben, please," I begged. Ben just gave me a devilish smile. I then came and felt myself climax over and over. Ben licked my wet core and then came over to kiss me.

"You taste delicious," Ben said. He untied my hands off the headboard and flipped me over. I was on my knees and he once again tied my hands to the headboard. I felt him lick my backside and rub the outside with his thumb. Suddenly, I gripped the headboard as he slipped himself inside me. I had never had anyone f**k me there. He wasn't gentle.

"Ben, stop," I pleaded. It was intense and painful. I wanted to scream and cry but all I could do was whimper and moan.

"YOU BELONG TO ME, SKY," Ben said harshly. "I WON'T LET YOU LEAVE ME." He removed my bra and his hands came around my back grip my breast. He squeezed them hard. He continued to thrust into me and I felt weak. He undid the tie and pulled me into his chest. He continued to thrust inside me. My body began to get used to this strange feeling and I wanted more. He turned my head to the side and kissed me passionately. I began to moan in his mouth. He kissed my neck and then my earlobe.

"Sky, I want you, all to myself," he whispered. He lifted me off his member and then turned me around. He kissed me again with so much force and hunger. He pulled me over to him and I sat on him again. He held onto my waist and pushed me down on his c**k. He held me down for a second and then pushed his hips upwards. He took his mouth and brought it to my breast. He sucked on it and bit it while I moaned in pleasure.

"f**k me, Ben" I cried out. He began to smack my ass over and over again. He came inside me.

"Lick it clean, baby," he said seductively. I got off of his lap and began to lick the tip of his c**k. I brought it all into my mouth and made sure to taste and pick up every drop. He kissed me fiercely and said: "No one else will ever touch you like this." Ben got off the bed and left the room. I didn't know where he went. I assumed it was to check on Lily but he didn't come back so after 20mins I just went to go take a shower. After my shower, Ben still hadn't come back. I grabbed a shirt from his dresser and began to towel dry my hair. I didn't know if I should go out and look for him or not. I decided to go to sleep. Around 1 am I felt two arms wrap around me. I didn't know if he had been there before this but my eyes slowly opened and I saw his peaceful face. I wasn't sure how this sweet man became this s****l beast. I wanted to understand him and care for him but I was scared. I had class the next day and no more clean clothes. I knew leaving in the middle of the night was not a good idea but I was afraid if I wait until he wakes up he might not let me leave. He wasn't cruel or unreasonable but I don't know. I had doubts and was a bit afraid for some reason. My body still ached at what we had done hours earlier. I slowly got off the bed and found some joggers and the shoes I was wearing this morning. I then grabbed my stuff and tiptoed out of the bedroom. I quickly checked on Lily and then went into the living room. I knew the alarm was on but I was glad to know the code. It wasn't his birthday or Lily's. I used to wonder if the code was his wife's birthday but I of course never asked. I looked back and thought that I might regret leaving but I had to and I hoped Ben would understand.

At the apartment, I noticed Melody and Kim were sleeping on the couch. We used to have a movie night and eat junk food, candy, and ice cream. I don't know if this new life I am creating is worth it but I just realized everything I was leaving behind. I don't want my life to be all about a man but the way he makes me feel keeps me debating. I know he wants me all to himself and to stay by his side but I don't know why. What is Ben afraid of? Happiness isn't always easy and sometimes it does mean making sacrifices and choices. I want to make the right choice and be happy in the end. I just don't know if that means staying with Ben or not.