Obsession

Bad To Worse

I didn't have any missed calls from Ben. Stupid me was now worried he had got super mad and decided he was better off without me. I went to take a shower and then got dressed for class. Kim had made coffee for all of us.

"Sky, are you okay?" she asked.

"Yeah, I guess I'm just confused," I told her.

"Sorry," Melody told me as she came over to give me a side hug.

"It's okay, it's going to be okay," I tried to sound convincing but I was really worried something bad was going to happen. The three of us went to class and then had lunch at our local spot.

"You've been staring at your phone all day," Kim said.

"I know but I thought he would have called or texted me by now," I told her. I went to my last class and tried to stay focus on the lecture and not my phone. It was hard and almost impossible to keep it in my pocket.

After class, I was walking back to the apartment when I bumped into Hunter.

"Hey Sky," he said.

"Hey," I replied uninterested.

"So, you good," he asked. I knew he wanted to know why I hadn't hit him up but even if I wasn't with Ben, did he really think I would still sleep with him. My friendship with Liam first went downhill because of him.

"If only you would have kept your mouth shut," I told him.

"Come on, we can still have some fun," he said as he took my wrist and pulled me closer to him.

"Down boy," I joked. His grip got tighter and I slapped his hand to let go of my wrist.

"Sorry, I just want to have some fun, come on," he pleaded.

"No, thanks," I told but he didn't take that answer and just go.

"Please, let me make you feel better,' Hunter said as he tried to caress my cheek. Suddenly, Hunter was pushed back.

"f**k off, boy," Ben shouted.

"Ben," I called out. My heart was fluttering and racing all at the same time.

"Who the f**k are you?" Hunter asked.

"Hunter, just go," I said. "Ben, please, can we just go." Ben looked at me and was just as angry with me as he was with Hunter.

"Wait, isn't this that man you babysit for?" Hunter questioned.

"He is," I began to say but couldn't figure out what to say. "He is my boyfriend." Ben and Hunter looked at me with a shocked and surprised expression.

"You serious?" Hunter said. "Does he know we have been hooking up?"

"LEAVE," Ben said aggressively.

"Whatever," Hunter said as he began to walk away."She is not even worth all of this." I suddenly felt embarrassed and shy. I looked at the ground the entire time. Ben then grabbed Hunter's arm to turn him around. Ben all of a sudden just punched Hunter in the face. He hit him again and again.

"Ben, stop please," I cried. He stopped and looked at me. Hunter took this opening to run away as he cursed at us under his breath.

Ben came over and lifted my head up.

"Sky, why won't you stop leaving me," he said sounding so hurt.

"I'm sorry," I said.

"I have my reasons and I need you to know that the minute you walk out that door, my heart stops," he said. I believed him. The look in Ben's eyes gave it all away. I grabbed his collar and brought him down to my lips. I kissed him with so much passion, force, and love. I didn't know I would or could ever love someone this much. Every time I left, my heart stopped too.

"Sky, I want you to move in with me," he said. I gasped and began to imagine what that meant. This was it, the start of our lives. I knew if I said yes, I would be fully committed to him and would have nowhere else to run. I would have to stay and figure everything out sooner rather than later. My hands wouldn't stop shaking.

"Ben, I graduate in four months, so I will move in with you after that," I said. "If you still want me to."

"I rather it be today but okay," he said.

"Thank you," I said as I gave him another kiss. "I promise I won't run anymore."  Ben kissed me back.

"Is there anyone else?" he asked me.

"No," I said sternly. "It was before you, you know so you can't be that upset."

"I don't blame you or not understand the need to," he stopped and made a disgusted face. "I just want you all to myself from now on."

"I know," I said somberly.

"I have your dress for the charity ball," Ben told me. "I'll pick you up tomorrow night at 7 pm."

"Alright," I said as we walked to his car so I could get the dress.

"I won't be going to work today so you don't have to come over later," he said.

"Oh," I said sounding a bit sad.

"We both miss you," he quickly added.

"Good, I miss you guys too," I told him. He gave me a long hard kiss and walked me to my apartment. He walked me all the way inside and I noticed no one was home. I think Ben noticed and knew what I was thinking. He closed the door with his foot and locked it. I went over to kiss him and Ben quickly picked me up and placed me on the kitchen counter. I took off his shirt and he took off mine. He brought his lips to my chest and kissed my breasts all over. He slowly pulled off my shorts and underwear. He then brought his mouth to my core and licked me all over. I threw my head back as the pleasure of his tongue sent tingles all over my body. He brought his hands back up to my breast so he could squeeze them as he continued to lick my insides. Ben began to pinch my n*****s and I cried out in pleasure. He suddenly got up and kissed me softly.

"Ready," he said in a low whisper. I nodded. He then pushed himself inside me. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him harder.

"Ben," I moaned in his mouth.

"c*m for me Sky," he said seductively. He began to push himself faster.

"f**k," I cursed out. He yanked my hair a bit. "Ben!"

"f**k SKY," he moaned as he came inside. I let my head fall on his chest and he gave me small kisses on my neck.

"I should go before anyone comes home," he said.

"Yeah," I said breathlessly.

"I'll see you tomorrow," he said. I nodded as he helped me off the counter. I watched him leave and then cleaned up the counter with disinfecting wipes.

"The girls are going to kill me," I said softly. After I was done, I went to go shower and start some homework and studying.