Obsession

I Love You

Ben finally came to get me and told me we should head home, he said he was bored and hungry. We walked to the other side of the hall towards the front doors. Everyone's eyes were on us. Ms. Winters glared from afar. I knew she pissed but I also knew she was loving the fact she let that secret spill. She got in my head and my nervous look gave it away. Ben led me towards the valet and he held my hand as we waited for his car. He hadn't noticed my nervous expression. He looked exhausted himself. I never had seen him in this kind of environment before. He was more than just proper and polite. He was a different man. He didn't have his daughter and was forced to fake a smile all evening. Ben drove us home and neither one of us spoke a word. He was shuffling through his phone, probably checking on Lily. I was still so nervous so I was hoping Lily would be home by the time we got there. Something to distract me from any conversation Ben might want to have. We finally reached the house and Ben came over to help me out. I smiled lightly. He was a really good guy, right? He led me inside and I walked over to the couch and kicked off my heels. I rested my feet up on the coffee table and tried to relax. I was kind of tired too. It had been a long evening and I was glad to be home. As I thought about that last word; home, was this my home? Ben had gone to the kitchen and then suddenly the doorbell rang. He walked over to answer it. He grabbed something and closed the door. As he walked into the living room, I noticed he was holding a pizza.

"Hungry?" He asked.

"Oh, god I love you," I said suddenly. I hadn't realized that was the first time I had said those words to him. He smiled and walked over and placed the pizza on the coffee table. He handed me a slice on a napkin and sat down beside me with his own slice. He rested his arm over my shoulder and I leaned into his body.

"Is Lily coming home soon?" I asked Ben.

"She will be gone all night," he said with no expression but I knew why he would do that. I can't say I didn't or wouldn't enjoy a night with him but Ms. Winter's voice was stuck in my head.

"He's not a murder," I kept thinking to myself. "He's not a murder." We sat there and ate for a minute. He told me how much he hated being at that charity event but how he was glad to see me all dressed up.

Ben got on his knees suddenly. He tore my slit so it was even more open. He pressed his thumb on my c**t and I let out a small moan.

"You're so perfect," he whispered. He pushed the fabric to the side and brought his lips towards my opening. He kissed it all over and then let his tongue continue the work.

"OH, Ben!" I whimpered. His tongue traced all around my core and slid inside me over and over again. My legs began to tremble and my toes curled. He slowly got up and grabbed my hand to help me up off the couch. He turned me around and unzipped my dress. He slowly slid it down my body. Once it was by my feet he helped me kick it to the side.

"You look incredible," he complimented. At this moment I was glad I decided to wear this sexy teddy. He stood there just staring at me for a few seconds. He closed the space between us and kissed me, softly but so deeply. I felt his hunger and his lust for me with each touch. He then looked deep into my eyes and said the words I know he has been waiting so long to say.

"I love you, Sky." Staring back into his blue eyes I felt mesmerized by his beauty. I knew he was lonely and seeing how much he wanted me made me happy but scared. If I was the one thing he was missing in his life and what he has been waiting for, can I live up to those expectations or return all those emotions. I still was so unsure about who he really was. I didn't say those words back but he didn't care. Even I knew he would continue to love me regardless if I truly loved him or not. I was standing there almost naked, feeling very awkward as he continued to look me over. I tried to cover my chest with my arms and he chuckled lightly. He suddenly gave me a devilish grin and lifted me up over his shoulder. He walked us over to his bedroom and gently laid me down on the bed.

"I want you, all of you, to be mine and no one else's," Ben whispered. He started to take his shirt off and I was overtaken by his manly body. I got on my knees and moved towards him. I helped him unbuckle his belt and lowered the zipper on his dress pants. My eyes never left his. He slid down the straps on my teddy and helped me take it off. He grabbed both my breasts in his strong hands. His touch was hot. He caressed my n****e with his thumbs. My hands found their way to his hard c**k. I began to stroke it slowly and he groaned and cursed. He lightly pushed me back onto the bed and he leaned over me. He slid his hard c**k over my core to tease me a bit. He pushed himself inside me and I cried out in pleasure. He kissed me as he picked up the intensity. I felt my mind go blank. My body was being ravaged, this felt different than all the other times we had s*x. How could it get any better than this? He slammed inside me over and over again. My body jerked up every time. He brought his mouth to my breast and bit down on my n****e.

"BEN!"

"SKY!" We both moaned out each other's names. This moment was perfect and it might be the last one I might ever have. And unfortunately, I think I loved him too. I loved Ben truly and deeply. It was the type of love I would never feel for anyone ever again.