❣︎ ZEBULON/2030 ❣︎
I am falling deeper every second. I don't know that I could be this so happy. I thought pleasure from lust is what can satisfy me. But I was wrong. Even without lust, Ursula satisfied me.
Masyado pa 'atang maaga para sabihin kong mahal ko na s'ya. Pero, ang alam ko, gusto ko s'yang laging nakikita. Her smile is calming. Her soft hands makes me at ease.
Gusto ko lang s'yang yakapin, para malaman ko kung pagnanasa lang ba 'tong nararamdaman ko. Nang hinawakan n'ya kasi ang kamay ko, grabe ang pagpipigil ko na 'di s'ya hilain papunta sa kwarto ko.
Pero nang niyakap n'ya ako, iba 'yong naramdaman ko. Hindi ko alam, pero one thing is for sure, it's not lust.
I realized life is not just about lust and the pleasure it can give. Sometimes the pleasure can be also felt,
