The Mafia Lord's Obsession

Chapter 18

Chapter 18

"I-ikaw?" My eyes almost jumped out from its socket. "I-ikaw ang mapapangasawa ko?"

He just showed me his smile before pulling himself up. "Hello, I'm Shaun Amadeo." He formally introduced himself.

Napasinghap ako at napatingin kay Lolo. "K-kilala niyo siya?"

Tumango si Lolo. "Now that you've already known each other, you can take your seats now."

Kahit naguguluhan, umupo ako sa upuang nasa tabi ko at nagtatanong ang mga matang tumingin kay Lolo. Even if he controls me, may soft side din naman si Lolo para sa'kin.

"Let's talk about the upcoming wedding now." Kung kanina ay nakangiti ito, ngayon ay kalmado na ito. Walang bahid ng ngiti.

"Let's not rush things, Lolo. My fiancée is still--"

"No." I immediately interjected. "It's fine."

I saw Shaun nodding his head. Tumango rin ang matanda na sa tingin ko ay ang lolo niya."The wedding should be happen as soon as possible." The old man said.

"Sure." Sagot naman ni Lolo. "They'll marry in Spain."

"No." Biglang sabat ni Shaun. "We'll marry here. Hindi sa ibang bansa."

"Why, Shaun?" Asked Lolo.

Nagsimula na akong sumubo habang nakikinig sa usapan nila. I can't swallow my food to be honest. The atmosphere is very heavy. Alam kong ramdam din 'yun ni kuya Damen.

"Walang divorce sa Pilipinas." He said as if it's the answer to every questions my grandfather would asked.

Tumango si Lolo. "It's settle then."

"I want it simple." Sambit ng matanda. "I want to protect my grandson's future wife. Alam mo ang estado ng buhay namin, Arnaldo. Delikado ang ipakilala siya sa publiko."

I swallowed the food unintentionally. Napaubo naman ako ng mahina at mabilis naman akong dinaluhan ni kuya ng tubig.

Yeah, right. They're a mafia. Danger is always with them.

Pero bakit naman ako ipapakasal sa lalaking alam niyang magiging delikado ang buhay ko?"Let the children decide, Vern." Ani ni Lolo.

"What's your decision, hija?"

Natigilan ako sa pagsubo nang mabaling sa'kin ang atensiyon nilang tatlo. Tahimik kong binaba ang kutsara at tumikhim. "I'll rather have it simple. I'm not into church wedding or any grand wedding."

Tumango ang matandang tinawag ni Lolo na Vern. "Good to know. And you can call me Grandpa."

"Yes, grandpa." I nodded my head. Trying to act natural within the fact that I'm talking to the most highest rank of mafia.

Pinakitaan ako nito ng tipid na ngiti bago muling sumubo. "I've already secured a house for you two. Doon na kayo maninirahan ni Shaun."

"Po?" Nagmamadali ba siya?

"You're already his fiancée. Hindi kayo dumaan sa lover or whatsoever stage. Pakisamahan niyo ang isa't-isa sa loob ng bahay na'yun before your wedding."

Hindi na ako umimik pa at tumango nalang, while my grandfather remained silent.

Hanggang sa matapos kaming kumain, wala nang umimik pa. Mabilis akong natapos at pasimpleng umiinom ng wine. It tastes bittersweet. Kayang-kaya lang ng lalamunan ko ang lasa.

"Shaun will be the one to take you home." Sambit ni Lolo nang makalabas kami ng hotel.

I just nodded my head in approval and watched him entered his black limousine together with Mr. Vern-- grandpa. Okay. I need to get used of calling him grandpa.

Napasinghap ako nang may humapit sa aking baywang. I lifted my head just to see it was Shaun. He guided me towards his Ferrari and opened the passenger's door for me.

Hindi na ako nagsalita pa at pumasok na sa loob. I buckled my seatbelt silently and sit properly as he entered the car.

"May dadaanan ka pa?" He asked as he also buckled his seatbelt.

Umiling ako at tumingin na sa labas ng bintana. I can feel the car moving in a normal speed. Humilig ako sa aking kinauupuan at pinanood ang mga streetlights na aming nadadaraanan."What's bothering you?" He asked.

Hindi ko ito sinagot at nagpatuloy lamang sa panonood sa labas ng bintana.

What now? He's my mysterious fiancée. The boyfriend of my cousin. Bakit hindi nalang si Criza?

Why pushing him when you like the thought of being tied with him? Said by a voice inside my head.

Well, yeah. Magsisinungaling lamang ako sa sarili ko kung sasabihin kong hindi ako natutuwa sa isiping siya ang pakakasalan ko. I mean, he got my first right? Dapat sa future husband ko 'yun. But he stole it.

Pero paano si Criza? Will she get mad at me again? Paano na 'to? Sasabihin ko ba sakanya pagkarating ko ng dorm?

Napasinghap ako nang inilagay ni Shaun ang kanyang magkabilang braso sa aking magkabilang gilid. Trapping me with his arms.

His manly scent lingered my nostrils. Ang bango. "What the hell is your problem, woman?"

Doon ko lang napansin na nakaparke na sa gilid ng kalsada ang kanyang sasakyan, nakatanggal na rin ang pagkakabit ng seatbelt nito kung kaya't madali lang itong naka-lean sa akin.

Napakurap-kurap ako at napaiwas ng tingin sa berde niyang mga mata. They're too intense! "W-wala."

"Kanina pa ako nagtatanong at kanina ka pa walang imik. You're killing me with your silence, dmn it!" He cursed as he moved back to his seat and slammed the steering wheel hard. "Are you planning to kill me using your silence?"

I took a deep breathe before voicing out what I'm thinking. "I was thinking about Criza. Paano 'pag nalaman niyang ikaw pala ang mapapangasawa ko? Shaun, we both know how much she loves you. I can't stand the sight of her crying just because I stole something important to--"

He cut me by sealing his lips into mine. Wala sa sarili akong napakapit sa balikat nito ng mariin as I answered his kisses.

I hear the clicking sound of the seatbelt. Napasinghap ako nang bigla niyang hawakan ang aking baywang at walang seremonyang binuhat ako pakandong sa kanya.

For a moment, I felt uncomfortable. I'm only wearing a cycling inside my dress. I can even feel his bulge on his pants and it's quite disturbing.

Nakakandong ako sa harap niya. The steering wheel is just behind me kung kaya't nahihirapan akong iatras ang aking katawan.

He caressed my face, down to my neck. "She stole a lot of things from you."

Natahimik ako sa sinabi niya. I stared at his green eyes filled with no emotion.

"And no." He kissed my neck. "You didn't stole me. I am yours. No one can steal me."

Nahugot ko ang aking hininga nang sinimulan na naman niyang lamasin ang aking dibdib. I held his hand to stop him, but no. Taliwas 'yon sa naisip ko. I gripped his hands tightly as it continue massaging my breast.

"You have a mole here." Puna nito at hinawakan ang nunal ko sa kanang parte ng aking leeg. "I like it. I like kissing you here."

I bit my lip as he kissed and bit a skin of it. "I-it's a dead mole."

"I know." He murmured. "But I like it. Makes your neck more attractive."

"Ahh~" I moaned as he start kissing and sipping my neck while his hands are busy massaging my breast.

"Dmn, you make me hard." He whispered. Tumigil na ito sa paghalik sa aking leeg at siniksik nalang ang mukha niya dito. I can feel him smelling me. "I love your scent."

"Lahat naman yata gusto mo, e." I whispered as I played with his hair.

"I love everything about you." He said.

For a moment, gusto kong ilayo ang katawan ko sa kanya. Bukod sa init na nararamdaman ko, bumibilis din ang kabog ng dibdib ko.

Dmn. Sana hindi niya marinig.

I tried to move myself when I heard him groaned. "B-bakit?"

"Stop moving. I might forget we're inside my car. I might take you here."

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"Salamat sa paghatid." I said.

Tumango lang ito at tinuro ang dorm ko sa aking likuran. "Go inside. Bukas na natin pag-usapan ang tungkol sa iniisip mo."

I nodded my head and was about to turn my back when he held my arms making me stop. "Bakit? May kailangan ka pa?"

He took a step forward. Hindi ako nakaangal pa nang hawakan niya ang likod ng akin ulo at hinila palapit ang aking noo sa kanyang labi. "Goodnight." He whispered.

"Goodnight." I swallowed hard.

Tumango ito. "I'll stay here until you got inside. Go on."

Hindi na ako nagsalita pa at tumango nalang. Pumihit ako patalikod at naglakad papasok sa aking dorm. I didn't take look back.

As soon as I entered the dorm, my hand immediately flew to hold my chest. It's beating so damn fast.

Naglibot naman ako ng paningin sa dorm. It's already ten in the evening. Maybe they are all asleep.

I bit my lower lip as I took a deep breathe.

I locked the door behind me and went up to my room. Tahimik naman akong pumasok sa aking silid at binagsak ang sarili sa aking kama. I closed my eyes and I haven't got the chance to realized that I still didn't change. Hinayaan ko nalang ang sarili kong tangayin ng antok.

Nagising nalang ako na parang may sumasakal sa akin. I held my neck at may nakapa akong kamay. Nahihirapan din akong huminga.

"Cri--" hindi ko na naituloy pa ang sasabihin ko nang mas diinan niya pa ang pagkakasakal sa akin.

"You deserve to die! Lahat nalang ng gusto ko ay nagkakagusto sa'yo! Shaun is mine, Angel! Mine!" She yelled as she tightened the grip of my neck.

I'm starting to lose my breath. Hindi rin ako makasigaw dahil nahihirapan ako.She's sitting on my tummy as she keep on chocking me. Pinipilit ko namang panlabanan siya ngunit mas malakas siya sa'kin.

"Queen, ang ingay-- oh my gosh, Queen!" I heard Alonzo's voice.

Pilit akong lumalanghap ng hangin gamit ang aking bibig ngunit hindi ito sapat. She's chocking me tightly. Any moment, I can lose my oxygen.

"Queen, itigil mo na 'yan!" Laurente and Alonzo tried to stop her ngunit iwinakli sila ni Criza.Nagkaadvantage ako para lumanghap ng hangin.

Binalik na naman ni Criza ang mga kamay niya sa aking leeg. This time, it's more tighter.

"He's mine, Angel! Killing you would be my pleasure. Hinding-hindi ko ibibigay si Shaun sa'yo!"

My tears rolled down my cheeks. No. This is not my cousin.

"Criza.." I tried to speak.

"Stop calling me Criza! Hindi kita kilala! You should die!" Matinis na sigaw nito.

"Queen, tama na!" I heard Alonzo's voice.

Unti-unti na akong nauubusan ng hininga. My eyes are starting to blur.

"Hindi ikaw ang ipapakasal sa kanya!" She keep on chanting things I can't understand.I-I can't breath anymore..

Bumagsak ang kamay ko sa kamay ni Criza na hawak hawak ang leeg ko. She's trembling as she keep on chocking me.

"You should die!" I saw how tears stream along her cheeks.

This is not my cousin...

She's not Criza anymore..

It's her obsession ruling her over..

At this moment, isang tao lang ang pumasok sa isip ko. I know it's impossible for him to hear me but still..

Shaun.

Bigla nalang naalis si Criza sa ibabaw ko. A strong hand pulled me up and a broad arms immediately encircled around me.

Bumalik ang paghinga ko ngunit habol-habol ko pa rin ito. Napahawak ako sa damit ng taong yakap ako dahil sa panghihina ng aking mga tuhod.

I feel him tightened his embrace. "Hurt my wife again or else I won't think twice of killing you."Napaangat ako ng tingin upang kumpermahin ang kung sino ang nakayakap sa'kin. And I was right. It's Shaun.

"No!" Napatingin ako kay Criza nang tumayo ito at lumapit sa pwesto namin. "She needs to die! Ako ang girlfriend mo, Shaun! Ako dapat ang papakasalan mo!"

Mabilis na tumagilid si Shaun upang idepensa ako laban kay Criza. "Stop it, Criza! Tapos na tayo!"

Agad naman akong dinaluhan ni Kaye at Stracy na hindi ko napansing nandito pala sa loob ng silid. Maingat naman akong binitawan ni Shaun upang ibigay sa kanila.

"Girl, can you breathe now?" Ani ni Kaye.

"Namumula ang leeg mo." Alalang sambit naman ni Stracy.

I look at Shaun and Criza's direction as I held my neck. It's starting to get numb. Habol ko pa rin ang aking hininga habang nakatingin kay Criza at Shaun.

"Shaun, I love you so much. Please! Ako nalang ang pakasalan mo." Criza is now crying.Hinawakan ni Shaun ang kamay ni Criza upang pigilan ito sa pagyakap sa kanya. "Stop it, Criza. I don't love you. Siya ang papakasalan ko."

"Ano?" Natigilan si Criza at tumingin sa deriksyon ko. "You need to die!" She start making her way towards me when Shaun held her arms and pushed her away.

Sakto namang dumating ang iba pang supreme councils. I saw Shaun nodding to Sebastian before turning his back and walked towards me.

"Let's get out of here." He said calmly.

Natapilok pa ako nang kunin niya ako sa hawak ni Stracy at Kaye. I forgot to took off my heels. Hindi pa nga ako nakabihis.

Hindi na ako umangal pa nang pangkuin niya ako at naglakad palabas ng silid. Rinig ko pa ang mga sigaw ni Criza ngunit hindi ko ito maintindihan.

Nang makababa kami sa sala ay nagtaka ako nang lumabas kami ng dorm."Ibalik mo ako dun." Paos at mahina kong sambit.

"No." Inayos niya ako sa pagkarga. "I won't let anyone hurt my wife again."

"Wife?" I asked.

"Yes." He replied. His eyes were focused on our way.

Hindi na ako nagsalita pa at pinaikot ang aking braso sa kanyang leeg. I closed my eyes and make my breathing even.

Nagtagal pa ng ilang minuto ang paglalakad namin hanggang sa maramdaman kong inilapag niya ako sa isang malambot na pwesto. I opened my eyes and wander my eyes around.

"Ito ba ang dorm niyo?" I asked.

He nodded his head and sit beside me. Hinawakan niya nag leeg ko. "Does it still hurts?"

Umiling ako. "Okay na ako."

He eyed me suspiciously before kneeling infont of me. Hinubad niya ang suot kong heels at nilapag ito sa gilid ng sofa.

"Dito ka matutulog ngayong gabi." He said and carried me again.

Pumasok kami sa isang pinto at agad na nanuot sa ilong ko ang kanyang amoy. His scent somehow relaxed me.

Nilapag niya ako sa kama. "Stay there."

Tumango lang ako at pinanood siyang lumabas ng pinto. Naglibot naman ako ng paningin sa kanyang silid. Kung malakit ang kwarto ko, triple ang laki ng kanya sa akin. Of course. Siya may-ari ng school, e.

He went back after a few moments with a small thing in his hands. Umupo naman ito sa tabi ko."Tilt your head a little bit." He said.

I just nodded and followed his instructions. Nagsimula naman itong magpahid ng ointment sa aking leeg. He's focused with my neck while I'm thinking about my cousin.

Kamusta na kaya siya?

Hindi kaya siya sinaktan nila Sebastian?

Humugot ako ng malalim na hininga. It wasn't her. Hindi siya ang taonf sumakal sa'kin. It was her sickness called obsession. Tita Crizelda once told me what kind of sickness is that. But it was all about her wants. Lahat ng gusto niya ay kukunin niya talaga. By hook or by crook.

"Stop heaving a deep breath. Just tell me what's bothering you." Iritadong sambit nito."It's about Criza."

Nagkasalubong ang kilay nito. "Criza? Matapos ka niyang sakalin, siya pa rin inaalala mo?"Ngumiti ako ng malungkot. "She wasn't herself. It was her sickness, Shaun. Intindihin mo naman ang pinsan ko."

"Sickness or not, I still want to make her pay of what she've done towards you." Aniya.Hindi nalang ako sumagot pa at hinayaan nalang siya hanggang sa matapos niyang lagyan ng ointment ang leeg ko.

"Magbihis ka. May tshirt ako sa loob wardrobe." He commanded as he stood up and went to his nightstand.

"Uhm," napakamot ako sa aking batok. "M-magkatabi ba tayong matutulog?"

Tumigil ito sa kung ano man ang ginagawa niya at sinagot ako nang hindi man lang ako nililingon. "Yes, magkatabi tayo."

I nodded my head and just followed his orders. Nang pumasok ako sa banyo, narinig ko pang may nag doorbell. I just didn't mind it and took a quick shower. Okay. Sayang naman ang ointment ang nilagay ni Shaun.

Hinayaan ko nalang mabasa ito at naligo. After that, I went out of his bathroom with his bathrobe. Nadatnan ko naman itong nagkakalikot sa kanyang phone.

Nag-angat ito ng tingin sa'kin at tinuro ang isang paper bag. "Salvador brought that. Magbihis ka na."

Tumango nalang ako at pinulot ang paper bag.

"Did I told you to change inside the bathroom?" Pagsusungit nito.

Tinignan ko ito na may halong pagtataka. "Bakit? Saan ba ako magbibihis?"

Umalis ito sa pagkakaupo sa kama at lumapit sa'kin. Bahagya akong napahakbang paatras nang mabilis niyang hagipin ang aking baywang.

"Ako ang magbibihis sa'yo."

Hinila niya ako patungo sa kama. He sat up on the bed and make me face him."Take that robe down." He commanded.

Napapantastikuhan ko itong tinignan. "Are you effin serious, Shaun? Are you-- fvck!"

Nagulat ako nang bigla niyang tinanggal ang pagkabuhol ng suot kong roba at hinubad ito.

I'm naked!

Akmang pupulutin ko na sana ang roba nang mabilis niyang nahawakan ang aking baba at siniil ako ng mapusok niyang halik.

I moaned as he start massaging my breast. Ang lamig ng aircon na dumadampi sa hubag kong katawan ay napapawi sa init ng haplos ni Shaun.

His hands traveled from my chest, to my tummy and down 'there'. Napakapit ako sa balikat niya nang paglaruan niya ito.

He immediately pulled me and laid me on his bed. Inangat niya ang isa kong binti sa kama habang ang isa ay nakaapak sa sahig. I'm laying on his bed while he's beside me. Ravishing my lips and playing with my cl-toris.

"Ohh~" I moaned as he inserted a finger inside me. Napahawak ako sa balikat ito. "Fvck, Shaun.."

"That's it. Moan my name." He murmured between our kiss.

His middle finger is inside me while thumb is busy playing with my cl-torial hood.

I can't help but to throw my head back and arched my body as he inserted another one. Mahigpit ako napahawak sa bedsheets habang nagpapakawala ng munting halinghing.

"Fvck! B-bilisan mo.." I commanded out of desperate to reach my c****x.

Sinasalubong ko na ang paglabas-masok ng kamay ni Shaun. His tongue is now playing with my bud on my chest adding fuel to the pleasure I'm feeling at the moment.

"I-I'm near.." Habol hininga kong saad.

Tuluyan na akong napasigaw nang labasan ako. He sat up on his bed and removed his fingers inside me.

I opened my eyes only to see him licking his fingers. Sipping it one by one as if he's tasting a melted ice cream on his hand.

Napaiwas ako ng tingin dito. "S-stop it. It's disgusting."

"It's not disgusting. It's delicious." Nang matapos ito sa pagdila ng kanyang mga daliri ay tumingin ito sa'kin. "Should I lick you to confirm if it's disgusting or nah?"

Mabilis kong hinawakan ang braso niya at umiling. "I-I'm tired from last night, Shaun. And it's s-still.. s-sore." Nag-iwas ako dito ng tingin.

Hinuli niya ang tingin ko sa pamamagitan ng paghawak sa aking baba. "Next time, when I say I'll be the one to dress you, obey me. Or else I won't let you rest."