Waking up in a place other than home is always strange but Maya woke up in the one place most people dread and more shockingly she has no feeling in her body... Doctor are shocked and the grandmother isn't talking... Deep dark secrets are something you can't hide forever... But if u have Amnesia... Will she ever remember or has the past really been forgotten?

His lips trace the nape of my neck, his hands running down the familiar line of my back, making their way down onto my hips. My fingers run thru the back of his hair, pulling at it slightly making him moun sofly into my neck. This is our secret. In a vast ocean of faces at a concert about 2 years back I met my match. I was well aware of his status when we first met but the only thing I wanted was to be a part of him so bad that I left my whole life on pause to fulfill this madness of mine. Thinking maybe he would finally after such a long time make our relationship public, I reached for his shoulders as I whispered "Tae... My Parents are in town... Can we.." His lips freeze on my neck, he pulls away and meets my gaze his hands stiff on my hips. "Maya please..." He says and I don't know why but this time it's like a lightning bolt hitting my heart. He will never be able to go public with our relationship. I push him away and jump of the kitchen counter. Yeah... I am 5.6 and he is 6,3 so I can use as much hight as I can get. I head for the room. "Don't walk away from me Maya..." Taehyung says behind me. "O believe me it's the last time I will walk away from you ... Why keep me here when I have no other value besides being your pass time?" I say with as much sarcasm as I could muster. Taehyung is leaning forward on the counter his hands face down on the top his head hanging low as he speaks again. "I know you want some type of security from me, something that proves that you are mine, but Maya..." He says than looks at me. "You know what can happen if we don't do this at the right time..." I look at his face searching for anything to say he is being honest or maybe he is lieing but to be honest, I am so stuck in this world of make believe that I can't tell the difference. "guess what... for once Taehyung... I think I am finally sober..." I say as I turn again an walk to the bedroom. I head inside and open the wardrobe, pulling out my suitcase. I place it on the bed and Start taking my clothes from the wardrobe and throwing them into the open bag. " Maya stop... Please... Lets just think about this... Please.. I promise..." Taehyung said as he walked into the room. I can't hear anything other than what my heart is screaming. "HE will never love you for you and never will he let the world know about you, because you are just not worth it..." I head to the bathroom and take my toiletries. Taehyung wrapps his arms around me from behind locking me in place. His head is in my neck. " Please... Maya... Don't do this.. I... " I tense up as I wait to hear those 3 little words for the first time but in the end he can't say it, because he doesn't feel the same as me. I push him away from me and throw the last of my things in the suitcase. I close the zip, grabbed the bag of the bed and pulled it to the kitchen, I grabbed my handbag and hoodie heading for the door. "Maya if you walk out of the door today it's over... And you know me well enough to know when I am not just threatening" He says with a sigh. "Please... Stay... I won't ask again..." I can't help but hate him right now. "Goodbye Kim Taehyung..." I say not looking back at him as I place the keys of the apartment on the table. I open the door and walked out. I walked fast at first, than slowed down maybe wishing he would come after me but when I finally reached my car the reality hit me hard. He wasn't coming and it, this 2 year secret affair has finally come to an end. I unlock my car and throw the suitcase in the back seat before turning back to look up at the apartment window. The lights are on for a second and than off. I guess it's goodbye. I get in my car and drive of into the dark night, the moon at its brightest and the city light on either side. The tears flowing down my cheek sting as they hit my tender lips which I have been bitting since I left Taehyung's apartment. I sob as I drive, as memories fluid my mind, playing like a movie in front of my eyes. "Beep... Beep... Beep..." My gas meter goes of I look down at it and than back up just to be met with two bright yellow spot lights... This was really goodbye. Kim Taehyung "joon please, I can't keep her in the background anymore, she deserves better and you know I won't ask this if I wasn't sure about her... Please just..." "Tae, if you do this now, we are done... I can't let you ruin everything we have built just because you are under some stupid spell, and no matter what you say, I won't agree to this... Not now at least..." Namjoon walks away from me once again. In the two years I have been seeing Maya I have wanted more than anything to go public with our relationship but when I mentioned this to namjoon he always refused and today was no different. But Maya isn't just anyone, she is my Blue and Gray. I just hope she can be patient a while longer.

At 18 I'm in complete shock when the doctor told me I was 10 weeks pregnant and not only was I having a baby but two babies... I can't wait to tell Xavier... I walked out of the doctor office, as I was about to pay the bill I see non other than Bella, Xavier's Ex... And also Xavier... What were they doing here... I slowly walked closer making sure not to be seen. "Bella... Whay are you saying... Are you sure..." Came Xavier's voice. "Yes... Now we can finally get married... Please I don't want our baby to be fathers less..." She was pregnant with My husband's child. Was I so stupid to believe they were just friends? Xavier promised...

I am free to live and listen to nothing but my inner self. Being selfish and childish. Living a hundred days in a single moment, nothing and no one holding me back. I am Serena Marche, the last of My kind. I was born a 1000 year earlier in the year 2021 13 April. The year of the worst pandemic to ever hit mankind. It was a time were no one was sure of the future and a time were many people regardless of race, religion or status died, from something called a extremely aggressive flue, ned COVID-19. Today is 13 April 3031,exactly 1000 years since my birth, and strangely I was one of 10 000 babies born on this day, bit the only one to survive. Almost allthe other children had died during the first year of life, but those who didn't had mutations in their DNA, And when the pandemic finally became nothing more than history me and those remaining children were hunted like animals, we were all but driven oit as the so called people who created the virus had named us the public enemy stating we weren't safw to be around as we were nothing but abomination that didn't deserve to live amongst the heroes who survived the pandemic. I can't say it's been hard, because someone saved me when I was about 16 and soon I was taken to a different place, or time... I am lucky because I was the only one who made it out alive. I haven't seen or met anyone else in the past 1000 years and the time I'm living in is just me. The beings who saved me vanished days after saving me and I now roaming this earth, alone.

***WARNING, THIS BOOK CONTAINS ACTS OF CHILD ABUSE, SEX ADDICTION, DRUG ABUSE ALCOHOL ABUSE ETC, NOT FOR SENSITIVE VIEWERS *** **************BASE ON MY TRUE LIFE STORY ************** Names have been changed as to protect the victims and the perpetrators. Celine Coner How did I get myself into all this...? I have been asking myself this for nearly 5 years. I am only 17 but my life, it's been nothing like the movies or books. In reality its been nothing but regular abuse and addiction, sex and self mutation. How did I get here. It all started when I was 5. My memories are fulled with endless beatings and hoared cries. I guess it all started the day my mother allowed one of her numerous boyfriends to actually jave sex with me. I was only 4,but I remember every part of that ordeal as if it had happened yesterday. Remembering the doctors and nurses rushed me into the operation theater, yelling amongst themselves to try and save what's lwft of my mutilated body. Than waking up to see I'm all alone, no one but the emty beds inside the hospital room. This is one of many memories I recall, and till now I am still fighting nightmares every day. After that fateful night my mother disappeared from my life right up until the birth of my brother. My grandmother had taken me to tje hospital to go and pick up my mother and new sibling. I watched as she carried something in her arms and got into the car. "The doctor said his fine, we just need to come back in a few days..." My mother said to my grandmother. "Thats good... Let me see him.." Said my grandmother. My mother was a bit reluctant but showed my grandmother. "Where is his head, mommy?" I asked when I wasn't able to see him. "He doesn't have one, now get back into your seat.." She said and pushed me back into the back seat. Later years I would find out the reason she was so reluctant was because my brother was the child of her uncle, my grandmother's brother. The next year was like a dream, my mother was always around but unfortunately she had no time for me. She didn't stop seeing different men either. Its was her occupation. A prostitute. The one man who left a deep impression on me was an Indian man. Uncle Abee. He was a very kimd man and always gave us money and food and took great care of us. Later years I found out he was married and that when his family found out about his relationship with my mother they had sent him back to his country... We never heard from him again and thats also the last time we were happy. My mother couldn't be a mother so instead she left me and my brother with her twin sister and ran away with her boyfriend. My aunt was a very kimd woman and unlike my mother loved me and my brother endlessly, but her husband was a different story. He would get drunk and than beat my aunt till she was unconscious, and than turn to me and my brother. I always protected him and took the beatings, although I was only 5. My aunt finally had enough and to save me and my brother called child protective services. This was were things got completely beyond my wildest imagination. And by the time I was 17... I was beyond redemption...

Forbidden love... Or is it? A sex crazy boy and a super naive girl fall in love at first sight. But old habits die hard, and the past isn't always in the past. Will Noah be the one to give in or will Elaine crumble umder the mountain of old secrets Naoh is hiding?