In this world, nothing comes easy. And I mean...nothing. My hands are tied when it comes down to what i know I need to do if I want to succeed in my life. If I'm being honest, the decision I made wasn't a truly hard decision being that I'm young, cute, and most of all...determined to get the money I need to attend school. I just never would've guessed that my decisions would land me in the position of being Mr. Ares Gadson hired lady. That's were my story begins.

Hazel’s P.O.V. I closed my eyes and sighed as Madison walked out of the kitchen. Just the sight of her made me think back to her riding Adonis in my bed and I wanted nothing more than to slap the shit out of her. But being that I’m surrounded by werepeople, I’m sure she’s one too. And if I’m being honest, I just can’t put any energy in that girl today. I have other things to worry about. Ryder and Adonis were so quiet the entire ride back here, but I saw their eyes gloss over a few times, and I know they were talking to each other in their minds which is still fucking weird to me. They quickly mentioned something about a border issue and then they ran out of the house together right after they told me to wait here for them. I blew out a breath and drank the last bit of my orange soda in one quick gulp. I threw my can in the trash and made my way up the stairs towards my room. As soon as I stepped inside the door, I couldn’t shake the uneasy feeling that was engulfing me as I looked at the bed that Adonis and Madison fucked on the night I left. I couldn’t hide it anymore…I was pissed at the mere thought of it, and I kept asking myself why was I back here? I hadn’t even noticed that my feet were moving and within seconds, I was ripping the sheets off of the bed…cursing and crying. When did my life become a soap opera? I didn’t understand any of this and it was driving me crazy. I was just about to throw the lamp that was on the nightstand next to the bed across the room when I felt the most amazing feeling take over my body. I gasped at the sudden rush of calmness and warmth washed over me along with a jolt of something that felt like it could be electricity coursing through every last one of my veins. I looked down and saw a pair of strong and ripped arms wrapped around my body. And from the foreign but incredibly intense feeling, I could only assume that this wasn’t Adonis who was holding me. “I only left you for maybe forty minutes and you are already causing trouble.” Ryder’s low and sultry voice echoed in my ear. I turned around and looked up into the gorgeous eyes of the one who claims to be my mate. “Ryder.” I whispered. He stared into my eyes as if he were searching for answers. I tried to turn my head from him so that he wouldn’t have to see me cry, but that only made him reach up and turn my face back to him. “Don’t turn away from me and never be ashamed to cry in front of me.” He whispered to me. “Do you feel like telling me why you are vandalizing this room?” I shook my head as he started to wipe my tears away. How could I tell him that I was unintentionally acting out because of Adonis’ behavior? I knew he wouldn’t really understand and to be honest, I feel kind of selfish crying about one of the men that I’m technically destined to be with to the other man that I’m destined to be with. This shit is confusing, and I still can’t quite understand what is happening around me. Ryder nodded his head in understanding and then wiped another one of my stray tears away from my face. I couldn’t help but to notice the strong electricity like sparks his hand was causing me to feel as he touched my face. I bit down on my lip to try and stop the shiver that I felt was coming. “Ryder?” “Yeah?” “I know this may sound strange, but why does it feel like electrical waves going through me?” “That’s the mate bond, love. I feel it too when I touch you or if you touch me.” “But… I am human.” I said as if he didn’t already know. “I didn’t think I could actually feel the mate bond like you do.” “Just because you’re human doesn’t mean that you wouldn’t be able to feel our bond. The more time you spend with me or even just by being near me, the stronger the bond becomes. That’s just how it works.” He explained. Damn! This shit is something serious! The feeling of his hands barely touching me was making me want him…bad. “So basically, I don’t have a choice in who I choose to love because of this, right? This feeling will grow and inevitably choose for me?” I asked curiously. I saw his expression change for just a second before he shook his head and gave me a half smirk. “To be honest, love, it seems as if you do have a choice in who you love but in regular mate bonds…not really. Of course, there are times when someone could choose to reject their mate for whatever reason but those are far and few.” Reject their mate? What the hell? “What do you mean reject their mate? What does that mean?” He licked his lips and stared at me as if he was pondering whether or not he should answer my question. “Sometimes when mates, one of them might find the other mate unworthy or unfitting for them in their minds. They simply say that they reject their mate and other accepts their rejection. It basically ends their bond permanently. But like I said, it has only happened a few times.” “Unworthy? I thought y’all valued your moon goddess and this mate situation. Why would someone just choose to let their mate go?”

Book 1 and 2 are complete!!! Go to authoraquari. com to grab your own downloadable copy of book 2 today! "...I...I don't know what I did wrong. I apologize if I di..." "You're my mate! But you're f*****g him?!"He interjected with a menacing low...growl. I tried to talk and say something...hell anything to him to try and calm him down but his grip on my arms were becoming unbearable. "ANSWER ME!" I jumped at his tone! Why was he so angry? Did he really just growl at me? And for f***s sake...what is a mate and why does it matter who I'm f*****g? This is my business, not his! "I can smell him all over you." He snarled as he looked at me with pure disgust. He shook his head and released my arms. "I would get a hoe for a mate." Hold on a second, did he just call me a hoe? Before I knew what was happening, I reached up and slapped the shit out of him. At least, that's what my hand felt like I did from the throbbing pain that is now radiating in my hand. The look he gave me, made my heart stop. I could feel the anger boiling inside of him. All of sudden, the sexy ass man who was starring daggers into me, began to growl viciously and...fur was growing out of him in every direction. Within seconds, he was gone and a huge, wild ass beast, bear, panther, dog creature was starring me down and growling at me. All I felt was warm liquid flowing down my legs as he raised his paw to attack me. I screamed and closed my eyes. Preparing myself for the impact...but it never came. I opened my eyes and damn near fainted from the view in front of me. There wasn't just one of them, there's now two of them. And they're fighting!

This book is complete and ready to download from authoraquari. com! This is book 1! Book 2 will be available by Halloween 2021! ________________________________________________________________________ I hated my life. And the moon Goddess must have hated me too. There’s no other way to explain it! I was born 17 years ago to a fierce and proud beta-blood mother and Beta-blood father. However, I never got a chance to meet them. They died on the same night that I was born. In my pack, the largest pack in North America, we are given our pack “assignments” the moment we leave our mother’s wombs. You are assigned to be trained as either a Gamma, Delta, Epsilon, Zeta, Iota, Kappa, Breeder or Omega. Alpha and Beta titles are destined by the moon goddess and of course their blood line. Our Luna grants us our assignments and no one ever objects! The day she came for me in the orphanage, she assigned me to be 1 of the 2 pack breeders. And if I choose to try and leave…they will kill me!

This story was mu very first story ever written! Please give it a try and get the whole book at authoraquari. com ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Stories like mine should never be told, but truth is... we're all f****d up in some way or another, anyway. So, here's my story. My mammy named me Fiyza (F-i-za). I guess she knew I'd have some fire...well...everything! Just remember not to judge shit that you don't know anything about.